field camp...

day 1....
wakes den 5 basic excicise (5BX) den get ready to move outfield... breakfast draw arms and route march 8km with 4km intervere to rest... shag man with field pack... so heavy... reach the site build basha and dig drainage...den move out to do urban obstacles (UO) which is clearing room in 3, clearing window, clear closed door, bypasss window and so on.. and day one is over when we powder bath at around 9...

day 2....
doing the same things in the morning the 5BX den UO and in the morning is combination of all the UO we learned... alot slack time in between cos need to wait... den move out to navigation in section lvl... we went to seaside and rest whole noon... shoik... oh eat combat rations there too. 4days of combat rations...

day 3...
conventional drills... which is the fire command order (FCO), encounter enemy we will hide behind trees and command will be given to move according... this one damn lame.. and artillery drills ARTI ARTI ARTI... boring... heli/plane drills and so on... for the whole day.. so a little bored. this we slp cowboy style which is no root over head..

day 4...
morning turn out... where everyone needs to pack in 5mins.. of cos late and knock it down, den high kneel field pack over head and so on. tekan till siao... but nvm den move away about 2km walk to new area to dig shell scrip... dig given 2 hrs but extend to noon den after!!! FREE TIME till whole nite den around dinner time fall in to read letter of encouragement from family... night time going to slp rain again and flood our holes so in the end ground sheet and slp but hard to so didnt slp much... my fren malay siao one suddenly eat biscuit den see mud on my other fren rifle den he go dip and EAT! ZOMG some more not abit is quite a bit of mud!... and TWO TIMES some more... =.=

day 5...
all the FCO drills and at nite time a game against other platoon... BUT!!! its a fake we are back to company line at 10pm, clean and return arms till 11+... but lights out at 12... WTF no time all rush to bath...slp on nice bunk bed... woke up morning i bth wanna shit jitao nv dig hole den shit le... laosai some more... kelian.. lolx.

day 6....
cleaning rifle agn den lunch and area cleaning, book out at 2... reach wlds 3.30 lunch at mac with joel jun kx till 5.30 and home... STINKY clothes... poor mom. thanks mom.

booking in tml 5.30! zzz. sian... area cleaning if not well confinement and live range misfire i scare also confine. haha.

around all this ba... tts all no much detail but sum up everything... FIELD CAMP is FUN... zzz we nv kena tekan too much so still ok...

S.H.E in sg just now when i book out.. cwp somemore i dunno if not i chiong down. TMD... hebe is CUTE~ =p

ppl in ppl out... taking ferry in and out... tekong blue... tekong dull... booking in and out...

tekong where every guy, MOST will go in their life... and the place where most doesnt wan... its hell if u are pes A and B, its chlatet for pes E.

how can ppl tahan being command like dogs? or even worse den dog. dog dun understand can dun do... sergeant speak malay u dun do kena pump like fcuk...

ok let see.. speed traing, ability grp run, strength training 1 and 2, basic close combat, standard obstacle something SOC la, IPPT, IFC and many more... live range and IMT... alot of things to do and know... next is the IFC field camp... GG! 6days in the wild... ahtehx MAN VS WILD... if u noe wat is "man vs wild" tt show on discovery channel... den u noe wat i means, just tt i will have many ppl with me...

keep talking about tekong life... let me talk some outside life... met jun joel eat movie poker king... not bad la... if u like to play texas hold em... whole show about tt...

she haven break sia.. haha.... so bad..

she... eh... nvm...

also dunno wat to blog... so many things but dunno where to start... lazy le... book in tml at 5.45... sunday blue...

ok fast one...

same company as wayne aaron bengyong and some sec sch fren and 1 pri sch one...

me wayne same platoon some more..

cut short la... keep seeing them and have fun...

saw qy wj jason jon and more la inside... alot ppl inside...

one word to describe inside la HELL!

gonna pack my stuffs soon.
gonna removed my 3 earstuds soon.
gonna botak soon.
gonna be away from home for 2 weeks soon.
gonna shave off my beardy soon.

alot of gonna going to happen in the next 2 days... i wanna see me botak with 3 studs confirm look like ahbeng. lolx.

W/E it is.. its something i must go thru cos im born in sg...

boring.. my china game cannot play and i dun intend to give any of them my acct. and them means those china ppl cos i played this game alone... dun trust them... haha even tho they trust me and i hacked them...

boring.. blog hopping... afew i see and to my horror...
-STXY! =( got bf le sia... sad... before i go in ns let me see this. haiz... haha but still wish her happy la. i noe her feeling and so i dun really put anything into this frenship.

-ZHQ! =x? dunno wat is tt maybe song lyrics but like so sad. i tot she might have someone she likes. good lor.

-D! this one is see dao facebook in a relationship with... haiz. this one den got abit sad... happy awhile ago before seeing cos she come ask me take care in ns... well but i noe she meant it as a fren...

-G! ytd talked to her on msn. haha. kns say brb in the end go offline. asshole u... lolx. this one can scold cos she will nv be angry with me... well maybe... but haha. sure ok de..

well. i think me going into ns wont affect anyone ba... dun really talk in msn much the most dota afew with joel... he can solo alone also... my hse also wont affect ba... maybe save more eectricity on coms... and save rice... lol..

ohhh.... if my dismiss makes an impact on u... TELL ME! u can sms to find me in tekong. hahaha. means u like me... muahahah. den i wont be left on the shelf... hahaha. no GAYS please...

HAHA msn with huiqi and she say i look old. =.= go piak her.. still continuing sia she. anyhow...

tml got time i post one last one before i go slp... haha.

less den a week le... going to go chalet hols... lolx.

my family all so more nervous den me... i expected to bring so little things in but they buy so many... 黄帝不急太监急 LOL.

tata. nth much to say.... oh i hack ppl acct i tio banned. sad. =p

NSNSNSNS all my mind also ns!

weijie went in on monday.
gy also monday i think.
jun leong going in today.

me? counting down to 20+ days. 3 wk times. haiz.

how i wish i now go out got an accident remain in coma till 50+ years old where no need NS and reservice! good idea ar? =p

let see wat did i do these few days.

ok i wake up com eat com tv sleep com tv eat com eat tv bed. =p dun understand come ask me. muahaha

ytd was 090909 and i got 2 frens bday. yawen and geok. went to celebrate with yawen, got alot ppl around 9? yup. went near NUS there de restaurant eat. ex erin workplace. first time come eat den the boss drive us to nearer busstop. y not nearest cos bring us nearer to the busstop and not to the bus stop. different way and its going to highway liao. ok there got a rat ok i mean the restaurant! scare me for a sec! haha. den bus-ed home st8 home 963. took it before somewhere.

this man on the bus talk so loudly. and keep say nabei cheebye blahblah. i can hear even with my music on. =.= the auntie beside him sure sian. hahaha.

bypass bukit panjang plaza... wa...seh... so suey got some memories come sia. if u dunno y look the post below. if u noe y keep it to urself. HAHA.

home-ed around 12. very tired but still slp at 3+ 4am. lie down from 2 some more. cannot slp so i go and did something. muahahah know me one can ask. not so well with me de can ask too but i will choose to answer anot. dun even give a damn to wat i do... BEST.. cos its R21... haha.

thursday day home. =p

friday going to meet soong for lunch. soong is my sec sch 2 year of form teacher. 888 at 12pm... wanna find me see me there. =p ppl coming i think got joel leong jun gy egg huiyun wilson zy xk. not sure the rest. probably will come de all listed. never come also nvm. cos 888 if i wanna treat soong i think i can afford myself. hahaha.

den will have to rush down to TP for some bball. last bball before ppl like weijie go in to tekong. the rest mostly oct so still ok but i doubt will meet ba. so tml is a wild NIGHT ppl. muahahah.

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010909 teacher day... went back on a day before cos its celebration. saw some frens and yup... steph was there. =.= she pat my head like im a small kid. and went soong was there i immediately intro to soong my gf steph. haha. ok not real gf. my single-sided wish. LOL. and only to her i can joke like tt.

after tt was a day in lanshop. dota dota dota and alex said he going to london on monday which was 3-4days ago. so he is there now. lolx. ok next...

longer ago an bbq with lard leong dan gy da. i think like tt nia. at sembawang park. me and dan got a video of us bukakke. =p if u dunno wat is bukakke go google type. BUT WARN U! its R21 again. =p hahaha

ok 1 month left to my tekong trip chalet. =p so fast. i dun wan. sobsob.

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eh i dunno who will come my blog. okok some i noe will but dunno active ones anot.

joel huang - cbk always dota nia. LOL. ytd some more on mrt i smsed him and he make me laugh like an idiot on the train. till i dun dare look at ppl. cos those faces were all " eyer this one siao eh " or something. =.=

kx - cbk also jio him dota never jio dao. go play with his poly fren. but nvm cos i still owe him money. =p

leong - another cbk... eh like wtf my fren all cbk sia... always quietly come my blog and quietly go away. den meet dao will start talking about it. sometimes la hor not all time.

tho i scold u all cbk but no harm la hor. so shou liao den i like tt say u all de. LOL.

xinyi - kns always come stalk those my pass love story. things tt i scare i will forget so i blog den read halfway nia still come msn tell me... kns but good fren la hor... year 1 if not some misunderstanding with our class de gal.. we can bicker 1 year more. haha. right pui eh? eh i want shit... wait me come back continue. =p

yawen - very nice person also... just tt she not my form class... willard form class but tt bastard go chg sch... lard also got say yawen good and fun to be with. SERIOUS i swear. yawen if u see this im serious. but also thanks to lard la if he nv quit den ur class enuff ppl u all also wont come to our class. =p

these is i noe got stalk me de. they admitted. =p

weiling - hahaha. update liao how can dun have ur name. come tag me ask me to update kns. hahaha. i going tml to TP pa bball lehx. got play netball anot... let u see me one last time before i go in NS cos i botak i wont come to see light. =p meaning only night time secretly come out. LOL. oh ya... nth!

my japan trip fren. dun really talk to her until the last 2nd day? well. i damn introvert when it come to gal. SERIOUS! =p

i think u all got see my blog den i include ur name de if u wanna knows how i think of u. tag me and i will update good and BADS about u. muahahahah. =p

think i stop here liao. type alot hand will tired. lastly i add this....

聚要吃苦 散要受苦
就看谁更顽固

我闻到你哭
那种温度
寒心得像抚摸 爱的坟墓
想到感情归宿 忘了人情世故
别为仁慈 制造残酷

* 眼前无路 心中有数
何必继续漫步
你该拥有 更轻易的幸福
谈恋爱不是追逐难度
爱如苗圃 命如蜡烛
沿路烧到光秃
是我自私 放不下同甘共苦
也念不出分手的情书

爱值得付出 也能退出
来时聚成露珠 去若晨雾
感情美得虚无 就当作身外物
不要让它 变成包袱

Repeat *

我本来是 孤独的壁虎
你生来是 掌上明珠

眼前无路 心中有数
何必继续漫步
你该拥有 更轻易的幸福
别为我 粉身碎骨
你看
爱如苗圃 命如蜡烛
沿路烧到光秃
是我自私 放不下同甘共苦
也念不出分手的情书

你的付出该换来更大满足
如果是这样 不如 不如

wanna add the other song but dun have the lyrics and the last part i cannot catch wat is the words so this first. the other song is also 陈伟联 永远的朋友 =p like this song better.

ohoh to ppl who knows me better knows i like to drink soup...

ranking...
1.sharkfin soup, not cos of sharkfin but the soup itself.
2.tom yum.
3.bak kut teh, everything got teh also nice. =p
4.beef soup
5.mutton soup

ok why is this post here. its because, recently i talked to her and my poly fren add us in a convo and blahblah so ytd i cant slp den start to think about it for a while.


it happen like 5years back when im in sec 4. around there 15 years old before bday. haha. its CNY and wrs go this bazaar den i think i was looking for some ppl till i came about seeing this backview. she was carrying a pink bag and walking with a fren. den i go tell my fren wa i saw this gal very cute sia. and ok not stalk but will notice her.

den of cos i got alot of spies and info man from junior, ok they are just cos bballer team too. so i ask around and get to know her name, and ZOMG she was junfeng stead at tt time. haha. i didnt noe tt time till i think is later on someone tell me den i noe but its ok cos i didnt make any moves.

den! i think also my junior tells me OR i think junfeng told me they breaked. i think i got tell junfeng about her before. haha. damn paiseh man. =.= den ya know they break le think is junfeng tells me de maybe cos i suddenly talk about her and abit bad at tt time. i still go ask junfeng to give me her number. =.= and he did give. LOL.

smsed her and try to play the good guy console her all tt. but i think she loves him too much at tt time but i think de first day i smsed her she ask if i wanna go out. and we meet at cwp 4th floor where there is some seats behind i think tt one is call hallmark or some shop in the middle of cwp. and went off to lots 1 where she meet her friend and do her maths correction. she wants me teach her and i did and in the end ends up i did it for her, not all but some. cos my maths tho A2 but if i nv study i very noob at it. haha. first time we went out! =p

den i smsed almost everyday from then on. until she suddenly ask me out and gave me a letter and another for junfeng, she ask me to pass it to him and i read mine infront of her cos she ask AND the letter is still with me till TODAY! =p i mean mine. saddening detailed so dun say la hor. haha.

until one day, she suddenly when we were smsing she sms this " laogong where are u, i waiting for u at the bus stop " i was stunned, cos she nv call me laogong and i dun rmb i need to go to sch cos i was preparing for my o lvl. LOL. den she told me she was calling out to another fren of her, a gal, =p i tot she purposely sms wrong de sia tt time. =.=

den we start addressing each other as laogong laopo, tho we were not stead at all. but its SWEET u see, i rmb before my chinese paper she still sms jiayou or something laogong! SWEET =p

den when our relationship is closer, tho not tgt but we appear like stead. my class is opposite blk to her and when i at corridor i can see inside her class thru de windows, so when i go toilet, i will sms her ask her go to the window there so i can see her, and i will notice classes going down to recess cos she will also look into my class and i can see her too. SWEET =p sounds so puppy loves. i think sec 4 is the year when i go to toilet most. LOL. and keep looking at her class cos she will also notice outside. dunno teacher got catch her anot. LOL.

ok close to o lvl, hols for wks ba to prepare, sec 2 de her was hols tt time. so she worked. at bukit panjang plaza if i rmb correct, helping a spec shop giving out flyers, few days nia she worked but i think i go there twice. she stand at the elevator and give out flyers for around 6hrs or so? and i stand there with her for tt long. she ask me sit there but i didnt want to cos she cant. LOL. den her bro came and say u stand here with her till now and say i power! LOL. den 2nd time i go i wanna give her a surprise saying i cant go but actually i on the way liao but she was on phone and when she saw me she like give me cold shoulder. LOL. think too much maybe but again i stand there with her instead of studying my o lvl. lolx.

den after tt day work, her whole family came. and they wanna dinner. whole family and i mean whole, dad mom aunt uncle grandparents all there. and since her family there so i intends to go home alone. =( sad hor, but den she suddenly run to me and said my mom ask u join us. o.O shocking sia but ok altho very dun wan cos paiseh but i still go. cos i paiseh dun dare to take food so she help me take. SWEET rite, first time got gal help me take sia. super happy tt time and den we went back to cwp tgt with her bro and her bro gf.

then there is one time i walked home from cwp with her. i got 2 request at tt time, one was hold her hand and 2nd taking a pic with her. so wanna ask but i didnt. tho we walk very slow, got alot chance, somehow when u walking with someone u like, u wish tt u nv reach her house or hoping she lose her way home. =.= but ya she didnt. she told me i was the 2nd or 3rd person to walk with her home. =p SWEET.

i told her after o lvl i will ask a relationship with her, she also scare will affect my o lvl so she dun mind i think. but in the end i nv ask, i wanted to alr but i wanna meet her but she said she cannot go out. in the end i nv ask, and i tot to myself, wat i can promise her at tt time, nothing. and so i think i nv ask was the rite decision.

and like this we can say is lost contact le ba, later on in poly, her bro was in same sch same course same class as me. wa so suey i tot. worst is my fren also play bball and we went woodlands bball one day and went to her hse to take bball. ok i think she was preparing her exam and hmm her stead was with her, vincent. abit awkward but we didnt stay long,heng. haha think her mom rmb me cos her bro say neh the ahtehx lor. lol. tts the first time i went her hse btw.

den still no contact but every year her bday i will sms her tho she never reply so i tot she chg her number but i still sms her every year. and she dun rmb my bday ba i think. lol. till recently.

i see her nick like so sad so talk to her abit and then later i tot was she tgt with my poly fren john? cos they are like so close, no need see also noe, from msn nia can link ba. if they are tgt, den i wish them. =p tho i asked her on msn but she nv tell me. LOL.

oh because i dunno her name when i first met her, so i give her a name called "fenhongmei" and later my fren EVOLVE it to "FHM" short form. cool rite? LOL. and tts her. and recently months ago linked from another junior den got her blog. =p so at least if lost contact i can still know her well-being. =p

TO PROTECT HER PRIVACY I DIDNT MENTION HER NAME! =p ZHQ <--- tts her. lolx.