so long since i last update. lolx. nvm start from my bday ba. so i went out with lun they all on 15th may supper at 888. till 12am and its my bday la. den they sing song for me but only got lard lun and jun. dan go back home 1st. lolx.
16th went to eat at mind's cafe with my poly fren, got alot ppl sia. celeste angela gui zuan caca dada erin xinyi and 3 more their church fren lolx.. nice. and i got a shirt from them lolx. den rush back meet my sec sch fren. meet lard dan kx kay egg dor geok steph. and ate supper. they eat i nv la. den crap crap till 2+ den all go back. den i very sian nth to do so i go walk walk around admiral garden. den too scary la. de slightest sound can make my hair stands. lolx. so i walk to admiralty. den jio geok for mac at 4~ so 5+ den home
17th went to rp to see dota gaming. lolx. with joel nia. den waited for kx. he basket make us wait 1 hr den say 2 hr more den can go. ... kns. but nvm la. den we meet lun. den went home and out agn to lun hse. DOTA. lose sia sad man. haha. den lend lun's bicycle home which is still at my house now. bo bian cos so late sia! 3am lor.
sun actually wanna buy lappy. den dad dunno go wher sia. from i wake up nv see him till 10+pm. well cos i wake up late. haha. at 2+pm
monday plan's was no plan. den in the end dan ask to watch movie. ok lor. where? cwp? Dhoby Ghaut. waoliew!~~~~~~~~~~~` so far la. but still go. watch de WHAT HAPPEN IN VEGAS quite funny la. lolx. den eat at 515. den home.
woo chilli crab. nice nice!~
haha my bday so happy. well cos she was there. and my wish comes true cos. its just a simple wish tt i noe will comes true hopefully 2/3 of it before i make de wish. ya. so in the end its full wish granted =p

hmmm dunno what to write sia! lets see. wed le. haven really done much on project cos dunno what to do la! so ya. see tml de lab how!

my best best best fren very sad. y? shuo lai hua chang. its all cos her best fren i guess. if not her fren likes my fren's ex whom my fren's still likes. and the guy like tt gal too. i dunno how to console her and so... i dunno wat to do. very helpless =( makes me very sad too to see her like tt!

let me talk more about her. she was my best fren in my sec sch life. most close de gal fren i must say. we can talk about everything. but tho we are very very very gd fren. we dun meet everyday. we dun even see each other for months. haha. we only contact thru msn or sms. but now msn or sms also becomes very little. till just now i go talk to her den noe she sad de. she now dun tell me everything le if i dun ask. but if i ask she will probably tell me ba.

ytd den i noe lala, fren of ocp noe my sec sch fren gy. not very much on contact with him actually. but if got play bball den sometimes my fren will call him. den will meet dao. i was boycott by him too in sec sch. haha. so not very strong frenship i must say. but in some case. it may not seems this way. and so she said he told her something which cannot be tell and so i told her. she dun tell den lets not sms ba. and so she kept her promise to my fren and didnt tell me and so i wont sms her =)

my temper is very weird. weird till my sec sch fren who noe me for like 7years or so also scare. i can crazy with u and when i serious, i mean it. many cases proven it. a random remark by my fren like when i said " if i noe i dun come la " and he told me "byebye " and i can just go back home lik tt no matter where im. lol. or if ppl comment something on me, i can thru out the trip like playing bball. i can sit down there watch them play and not touch it. or just went home even when i haven even pespire. so my fren dun dare to anyhow ask me go home now! ^^

ok. its getting bored. let me go play some GAMES!~

在你心中有这样的一个人吗？.
你们可能相爱过，你们也可能喜欢着彼此，
但是，为了什么原因你们没能在一起？
也许他为了朋友之间的义气，不能追你。
也许为了顾及家人的意见 ，你们没有在一起。.
也许为了出国深造，他没有要你等他。
也许你们相遇太早，还不懂得珍惜对方。
也许你们相遇太晚，你们身边已经有了另一个人。
也许你回头太迟，对方已不再等待。
也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心，而迟迟无法跨出界线。.
不过即使你们没在一起，你们还是保持了朋友的关系。
但是你们心底清楚，对这个人，你比朋友还多了一份关心。
即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街，你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。
他有喜欢的人，你口头上会帮他追，心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。.
他遇到困难时，你会尽你所能的帮他，不会计较谁又欠了谁。
男女朋友吃醋了，你会安抚他们说你和他只是朋友，但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定。
每个人这辈子，心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友，很矛盾的行为。
一开始你不甘心只做朋友的，但久了，突然发现这样最好。
你宁愿这样关心他， 总好过你们在一起而有天会分手。
你宁愿做他的朋友，彼此不会吃醋，才可以真的无所不谈。
特别是这样，你还是知道，他永远会关心你的。
做不成男女朋友，当他那个特别的朋友，有什么不好呢？
你心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢？
很多的感情，都因为一厢情愿，最后连朋友都当不成了，常常觉得惋惜，可惜一些本来很好的友情，最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你，如果你没有反应，这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去，这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步。因为这就像是一场赌注，表白了之后不是成了男女朋友，要不就连朋友都当不成了。
有些事不是你能预料的，或许对方不在意，你们还可以是朋友，但却已经不如从前的好。
也是可惜，也是遗憾！但还有没有可能是另一种情况，你可能永远都不甘心只是朋友. . . . . （完）
亲爱的朋友，但愿您也能感受到文中的精蕴吧！
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