every story only have one theme song.
every love only has 1 ending and deep down i noe it wont be me.
i concede defeat tho i nv really compete.
well. i lose. he won.
yeah. wo sho loser.

ok let me thanks joel and jun 1st. cos they acc me to bugis to buy my things. and now i finally got formal wear. haha. so long since i last shop also. after tt played a little dota there and won both games. and i almost kena cher taiji. so funny. ds wanna buy demon edge. den lothars into ss. joel saw plant a ward and we gang. killed and demon edge on floor cos no brain sniper inventory full and i took it. and he scold me cb. den suddenly alot ppl behind me. i tot wat sia. haha.

den ate and back to adm meet kx and slack. go home time saw junda lun near my hse there. didnt talk to them cos they were with frens.

omg i haven play our rabbit vs sheep. later eh guys. haha.

just now my dad came in and ask if i wanna get a shoes. for my formal wear. ok. and off we go to get one. mom pay. and my dad went to chg japan money for me. its 40k YEN and i only got 4 notes. cos its 10k YEN each. lolx. rate only $1 to 72YEN so little la. and total was $555.56! i dun think he will wan me to pay back. he is lik tt. dote me but dun use mouth say. i wanna filial him i also dunno how. =.=

its like i wanna love a gal but i dunno how. i wanna be gd to her but wat is my reason to do so. sometimes i hope she will noe. and suddenly sms or msn me say. " sorry u are out " or things lik tt. at least i will be happier ba. no need to drag drag drag and comes to no outcome. somebody tell her please. and tell her to tell me im out!! =( xin ku ah. pain~

ok. wed was an outing. was a little late. but my other 2 fren was like 1hr30mins late. cos he wanna break fast and he break fast at home. and we waited so long la. kns. den we went to ate sakura cos its halal and can eat till u cannot move. i ate alot la. become 1x rounder. haha. den someone called me "ahtehx!" chey si kx. like this also saw him. sibei suey sia. hahaha.

ytd thurs went out with joel and jun to eat at cwp. den nth do call kx. and we go rp. walk around see gal. haha. got some nice nice ones. got more upstairs but we see abit only. haha. den went to kx hse play dota. den keep lose sia damn sad. and we be chao leaver. lolx. den played co also plvling. and back we went to cwp for PAINTED SKIN. its a super last min decision cos nth to do. and my poly fren jio de i cannot go ma. cos its next wed. need to go buy food. well. not bad a show but i think zhou xun is very very cool and the zhao wei husband was very devoted. i tot he will fall for the fox sia but he dead with zhao wei. and de fox who is zhou xun was like sacrifice her life for zhao wei and her husband. beautiful love story.

new new news! hot topic news.

couple crashed while sex on train railway. SOUNDS HILARIOUS? but its true. couple were like making it out on railways and train came. de train was like so loud and de captain of the train is screaming and they continue. in the end they waere crashed. some said they did not heard. some say they were unclear under drugs and some said they were there with a death wish.

most unlucky guy in the world. china man slping on bed and lightning strike! INTO THE HOUSE and he was dead. his wife beside him was perfectly fine. sad case.

PS. i had another dream. this time was going out on a yacht or a boat or something to fish. and i did not do fishing. all i do was keep holding ur hand. qian qian qian qian shou. and nv let go thruout the whole scene. this time i noe who is the gal.

busy busy busy.

nov 12 egg dance at rp
nov 26 lala ballet at erm dunno where.

jus 1 more wk and im gone =p
WHO can lend me lappie or ur hse if i were to upload japan trip pics. my com i dun think can sense de device. haha.

kx finally send me my song. its the one tt u heard in my blog. guo jing - zhi dao

chnl 8 show at 7pm nowadays all is msia-sg ppl act de. got 1 gal in this and last show all act as slut. cham liao her strong acting skills is slut. haha. den this xiaoai in last show act in this show agn those cute cute type. well her face is cute la. haha.

F1 is here! =p

okok i got nth to do cos i go nap my sis use com from 5 to 11pm. so i watch news with mom

taiwan.
-tornado delay alot flights.
-poison milk issue. this is funny. de government said a type of brand can be drunk and a debate like ppl party make for the government ppl but dun dare to drink. how can they convince tt de milk is save. very very fierce sia de ppl party woman.
-bridge break and 6 deaths, government push the blame to de deaths saying seal bridge yet they chiong.
-ex taiwan government ah bian use ppl tax money for his own gd and keep the money. WAT AN GOVERNMENT.

USA.
-no gas. ppl waited from morning 9am to noon still waiting to top up at gas station.
-gold price rises about 30%.
-magician david blaine making another record. to hand upside down for 60hrs. at 2hrs. he felt unease and lack of oxygen. reporter also hand upside down to interview him.
Thailand.
-flood to a adult chest and 14 was reported dead.

Malaysia.
-sch flower with straight As gal. cos someone wanna jio and failed. took revenge and killed her. 4 suspect was caught.

Finland.
-someone went into a sch and kill 3 ppl so far.

Singapore.
-cool news. F1 coming and alonso schmacher all is coming. there is this F1 party and taiwan hostress xiao S will be coming and its confirm. others stars like david beckham and paris hilton may come too. biggest chance for u to see all the big big stars.
-F1 shirt is customs made tt suit each competitors. cost around $5,000 to $6,500. so ex.

THERE IS THE OF THE NEWS. haha. so hardworking.

PS. i have got a sweet sweet dream just now BUT i dunno who is the gal. her face was so fade.
PS2. i dreamt tt i was playing F1 with alonso. world ranking 3rd F1 racers. haha.
PS3. the more u miss a person the more she will appear infront of u.

ok im not going to live a drinking life. been drinking and drink for these 2 wks. and i noe im not a good drinker. so dun ask me to drink agn plz. i will go crazy one fine day.

i finally let everything out. im going to do something tt decides my life. whahaha. ok not so serious la. but still ok.

slacking day. and met da for awhile cos he owe me something. really awhile like 5sec only. lolx. fast.

joel and jun we act chicken wings rice. den they eat chicken rice. haha. chicken will hate them.

i go wrs there de kopitiam to dig and vomit. very song den ask joel see. haha.

its only 3 words ma. simple de. just let me be drunk and everything u wanna noe will be out. =p

its a nice nice sat. and i was up early in the morning to watch doreamon. nice nice. den went out when jun call. meet kx and jun den go eat kfc at bugis. den to sing k from 12-6. i think im crazy. de mic is with me all along. haha. jun go there play psp. =.= joel came at 2. den went to eat duck rice.

joel kena con. icey soya 3.20 so ex la. den to lan shop see see. leong called and came and we decide to go amk play. he super sad. i can see. haha. den all went back to amk 2 games lose. den home liaox.

leong very zhei ark. say bugis alot bitch den there got 1 there wear low cut. den saw kelvin came out from toilet. OMG. tts kel gf. =.= no wonder so familiar. zhun zhun he said 1 den tio liao and he super ps.

i think i super sua ku. so long no go bugis. saw alot chio bus. den amk also got. but is lianster lai de. but mai hiam si buay pai. so ya.

oh. i sing alot of songs tt i dunno how to sing. i choose those song cos very meaning full like my blog song. repeat 2 times some more. haha.

and i think i noe where is he better den me in some ways. not all. =p

ok my sis and mom is back from taiwan and genting. =p i go see got wat gift they can give me. haha. sld be alot food. cos i only likes to eat. haha.

JUN READ THIS. si ginna dun need to 30mins check my blog one time la. like stalking sia. lolx. read le can tag anot ah u! haha

LEONG READ THIS. si ginna also. ytd make me so tired. haha. is go mac slack not do other things. haha hope u enjoy ur bday. and tag la u!

today is de 2nd episode of mom gamble dun wan son. haha. so i have to go out buy my own food and drink. spent another money. and my dad ytd give me some money and said. tml sis no buy food for u. eat urself. and put little money on de table. well this little is not little. 1 day meal he give me 3digits cash. SIAO. i said not even half is needed la and he walk into his room to slp. i noe he dote on me. but dun give me so much money plz. i dun wanna be spoil brat. later become habit next time i keep ask him for money also no gd. i noe i can control. haha.

ytd mac saw this cute little gal and we. ok i mean i comment alot and she turn back to look at our direction a few times like some public nuisance. yes we are. ok i think she hates tt. sorry to her for tt. tho i dunno her. haha.

today is another drinking day. haha.

tml got outing nice. going to sing till i drop. drink till i drop.

was emo ytd when bballing. dunno y. too tired from all de waiting ba.

okok ahtehx is going to be very happy today. think later meeting jun and joel and maybe some other pplz?

keep waiting for a person. how long did i wait? im going to be the world's most patient guy on earth. haha. wait wait wait. ppl say wait long long den got. lets see if this is real.

my fren has finally settle his issue and noe how to handle it. well maybe not in a good way but at least will come into an end somehow?

lalita having ballet performance on 27th nov. i told her i will go if she got performance. ya. so i will be going. and super advanced performnace success.

soong ho mayer sld be going for de bbq nite. coolness.

whenever u need to rely on someone. can i be the first u think of? i noe im not. but can i?! hmmm. as long as i can. i will do.

some ppl just dun understand. nvm they dun need to. yes and i mean THEY. hahas.

i need to buy some things. a shirt and a slippers and a jacket. anyone free???!

just now meet out jun and joel for dinner. den drink. i didnt. heng. haha

i wont let myself down one.

jun ahma said i machiam char bo. den his mom said no la she said u cute. i was like happy la. den till jun tell me his ahma said i kena char bo. den her mom cover up for ahma said i cute. sad sia.

just now eat finish wanna go liao. den joel heard an uncle said. nowadays boy dun wan be boy wanna be gal. WTF. stupid comment. let me heard tt i go infront of tt uncle and show my kuku. let him see who man or woman. kns. pisssssss. =p

im not going to lie to myself to make me happy. im going to be happy from within my heart. just a sms or a msn msg will do. or seeing u. even if u were with him.

oh我其实想你越来越多
要你当我的女朋友
受不了一直不知道
你对我有什么感觉
快告诉我

okok. give myself 1 last chance before giving up. well i can only say. im ahtehx lehx. ben da ye wo zheng yong feng where got say give up den give up w/o even trying. come on. tts not me. whahahahahahahhaa.

wo xiang zhi dao ta na li bi wo hao hen duo.
wo he ta zai ni xin li you she me bu tong.

today my mom went genting liao. sad. gamble dun wan son. haha. so i have to settle food myself. cooking pork porridge now. later go open 1 can of preserved vege = ahtehx wonderful breakfast cum lunch. haha.

okok this is not de original lyrics. but i chg most of it.

wo xiang zhi dao ti na li bi wo hao hen duo
(i wanna noe in which area he is much better den me)
wei she me ta ke yi zuo ni de nan peng you
(how come he can be ur bf?)
er wo zhi neng gou zuo ni de peng you
(and i can only be ur fen)
wo bu yao zhe yang de jie guo
(i dun wan such an ending)

wo xiang zhi dao ta zuo she me shi rang ni hen gan dong
(i wanna noe wat is the things he do tt touched ur heart)
dao di shi she me ta neng gou zuo wo bu neng zuo
(wat is de thing tt he can do yet i cant)
wo mei tian dou yong wo de you mo
(i can only use my humour)
lai wang ji wo de nan guo, xian zai yi mei yong
(to forget my sadness, now its no use)

call me a bastard plz. its leong bday in 1 hr + and i noe it only like 2hrs ago. sorry there. see u tml for a little outing. happy and enjoy ur time with ur gf.

sudden boredom and back to my game. and den bball and then home. here im duno wat to do. wait for 12 to sms leong.

oh i go tell jun u go google and type ahtehx u can find my blog. he go try and really got. now he got my link. lolx. funny sia. of cos la i so wanna low profile but ppl wanna me high profile sia.

hahaha. w/o ur love. my heart is only half. no one can replace. the other half of my heart.

whahahahhaa. today is 17/09/08 tis is de 2nd day tt i secretly love u. =p

my fren tell me he qian de gal so he did tt. i think same things is happening on me. i owe her in the past life.

omg i go japan i dun think i can go there. if u see fish leong mtv chong bai. u will noe. its church on water. where its every person wished to get married there. hope i can see it? maybe ba.

whahahahhaa. ask me wat m i happy about today. ok no need ask. i tell u. im happy cos im still as siao as ever. i think this is my life. living in a xiaohaizi world. strange its just a random name i gave and now im so into tt group.

hope i didnt appear wierd today ba

i lost passion in... dota

i lost passion in... bball

i lost passion in... games

i lost passion in... life

i lost passion in... food

i lost passion in... everything

but i found passion in... YOU

its another day out. out to do nth. haha. out to slack out to drink out to eat and sing free k. hahaha. i found myself indugling in those small hooligan life. sucks. i dun wan. but well. if i dun. i dunno wat i can do. i urine on blk i think 622 7th floor de throw rubbish there. omg. and kena my leg. shyt. haha.

no msg day = sad day.

seriously i think my fren is abit siao. hahaha. crazy. but he happy. so be it. =p

i dunno how to express myself and i dun wanna cause u trouble making u feel fan. so i decided...

TO LOVE U SECRETLY. =D SERIOUSLY

hmmm. ytd went to sch for a little japan trip briefing. damn sian. teaching wat i learned before. den went back wlds to play bball. and knn i waited like 20mins den joel came. den jun came. den the rest ps. CB LUN ASK ME BBALL NO COME. NEXT TIME DUN ASK ME BBALL ANYMORE. DULAN. <--- for u to see de lun. after tt we went 888 eat. got money can eat la. but still need to shen abit.


den acc joel to adm to train. den me and jun walk around and sit down slack agn. cos dun wanna go back so early. haha. slack till close to 1am.

this wk cham dunno how to pass. project how. oh ya. basket india ppl. come back dunno how to tell. so secrety for wat. angry. haha.

ahtehx vomit agn ytd. the feeling sucks.

going rp later. i mean soon. yay.

ahtehx mood = better den ytd.

"i'll always be ur yi kao. dun treat me as fren. treat me as ur best fren. hopefully bf"

PS: sorry i lied.

ahtehx was at high mood when going out. cos before he go out he can scold a bastard named joel huang jun kai. haha. cos he very boliao. call me out do stupid thing even when i left $3. dots.

so we walk around cwp and mini toons we went and saw this special 2 dices. its written " lick, touch, bite, kiss. etc" de other is "breast, leg, naval.etc" its like. u do something to dif part of the body. and the 2 of us was like so very surprise by it and wanna buy. buy no money la.

drank each-a-cup with joel. mine is lime & lemon ice blend. cool. very sour i like. and de person ask. small pearl? i replied normal one. she said dun have. =.= den small pearl will do. lame rite?!

so den saw kx. in cold storage he go movie. saw xuemin or maybe xueqi with jayda on escalator down. saw doreen and her bf i think at cwp entrance.

den joel bought wat he wans. and we went to admiral garden cos its too early for him to go. den jun folo too. and we agn sit down at bball court. in the end nv play. lol. the boy dun wanna lend me ball. and admiral garden was like so genting. smoke all over cos its mooncake festival. alot smoke la.

aft all go home and here im. jun very guilty sia. but no need to be. its ok. and thanks for the info. haha....

*i like the present u. i wont care about ur past. but why did my heart hurts. ahtehx dun wanna it tt way. maybe feigning ignorant will be better?*

ahtehx current mood = down down down to the end of a endless pit.

let me be alone for a moment ok?! i need someone to talk to.

liking someone is tough.
liking someone who dun like u is tougher.
liking someone who dun like u and have a bf is toughest.

well and i belong to the last. lolx. sometimes i got the urge to say something out. but i was so so so very scare it didnt turn out the way i wan it to be. so i keep quiet. i dun dare to ask u out. dun dare to call u and i can only be a phone + com warrior where i sms u and i msn u which i wont see u face to face. i hate to deceive myself but yet i must do tt. maybe i will feel a little better about it.

they ask me not worried about u? i say no. u are not related to me in anyway so i dun have a rite to feel worried but deep down in my heart. its nodding its head vigorously. its something i can think but not do.

thinking of u everyday keeps me occupied. but the seat beside me on my way home is always empty. it lost ur present. its been empty thruout the journey and tts lasted for the past wk. i noe i dun have a reason for u to be beside me but its just seems something missing.

awkward feels my hearts. seeing this and that and yet i cant do anything. i cannot make u happy and i dunno wat to say to u. deep down actually i do. i have alot to say. do u wanna hear?

* u have a him, can i still think of u?
the words in my heart, do u wanna hear?
all those words. are struggling within.
every word is all my sincere saying.*

been telling myself. u happy jiu ok le. but do i really feel this way. when u are happy. will i be happy too? of cos im not. i have been lieing to myself. for the past many months. from last time to now. maybe if i go for osip in china or india and i dun see u for 6months. maybe i wont feel anything for u agn. maybe i made de wrong decision. maybe i did. but wat past cannot be chg.

i love u. can i love u? would u love me back? hmmm. still listening to the same song u told me nice and i first time feel its nice way 10months back. " er wo yi jing fen bu qing, ni shi you qing, hai shi cuo guo de ai qing " but i have made it clear. u are "you qing" now and is " cuo guo de ai qing"

ahtehx mood = contradicting

my fren he is so sad tt he go buy a packet of cigg and smoke 3 sticks and throw away the rest. he dun wanna be addicted. just troubled so u go smoking to free himself. =p

met up with joel den jun and we were singing nan ren ge. lolx. guys song. and yup tml kbox. lai lai. need to withdraw money liao. lolx. fun fun and we watched some noob playing bball and comment their shyt skills. of cos there is wrs noob there also and some damn no brain team. whahaha. i think im a sucker who talk alot. hahaha. den this gal walk pass me also let me say. very sorry to all. lolx. foul mouth man. i wanna go shyt liaox. and dota! not feeling so well.

ps lard dor and maybe gy to skate. well. far. next time maybe. its just does not belong to kopitiam. bball court. crazy world. mama shop. resident corner. all those place nor ur heart. haha. ok. no link. =p

ahtehx current mood = cannot think.

it seems so long. since i last seen my dad. tho i was home everyday. and when i go out for bball he is back. and when i went home he is aslp. so for the last 5 days i nv seen my dad tho we are in the same apartment. need to spend more time at home now.

exam results is out.glad to heard tt u pass. well my proj hmmm gl man.

ytd jun's chalet. fun. not bad. ate alot till i no need to eat dinner. save $$ sia.

sunday dinner might be staying home eat le. my wallet = $6. hahaha!

er jie went on to taiwan this morning. her flight is in 30mins time ba at 1. den she need a lock for her luggage and she HACK my lock. sia la.

met qy and wj agn for the 2nd time. yay

monday gonna go for a little meeting for japan trip.

only i think 2 days ago den i noe tt u are not in sg.

watched hot shot ep7 ytd thru jun itouch. hahaha.

sometimes i felt i have not learned anything. esp when he tell me wat he felt. he got his own prob but i cant help him much cos its not within my mean. tried to advise him but to no outcome. well. take a step at a time and dun hurt urself and ur gal.

today is a beautiful saturday. and i think u are out as u cant wait for a little wkends. hahaha. i also wanna go out. but no money sia. think staying home for gd! =p

!!! hahaha. my er jie cannot go taiwan liao. there flood or i think heavy rain. and now she is coming home. tml den go. lolx.

if u die u will not tell anyone. but well. everyone will still noe and be sad. well at least i noe i will.

ahtehx belong to....
basketball court
kopitiam
crazy world
probably u if u wan.

lolx. omg i have been playing 3 days bball.

ytd finally saw qy and wj. its been 6month or so. haha. haven chg abit ya.

no life teh. hahaha. really is. well. dunno wat to say. hope everything went well for everyone tml ba?! eh saw ben tan today. damn long no see. talk to kel today. damn long no talk. asked them to join us chalet too. yay. if they come more fun ya!

well. i think i shouldn't keep anymore hope? think can die heart le. haha. well before tt i will write a song for u. well. only i will see it of cos. once i did tt with a video in my phone. last year. this is another one coming soon. well. just some feeling in it. =p

ahtehx mood = stress and happy and relieved.

wooo. not bad. everyday got update some random things. whahaha. but this one impt. ALL WHO WATCH HOT SHOT LOOK HERE!

09/09/08 channel u at 1am today. got YUAN DA YING " lian ai bai fei bai " and de 3 female is "W", "jie er" and the other one i dunno who. well i came home alr finishing. sad. so go watch later replay. im watching. dun ask me out at all. aft tt can! haha.

i noe jie er real name! its ZHOU CAI SHI! zhou is zhou jie lun de zhou. cai is he cai bei jing de cai. shi is wei ni xie shi de shi. hahaha. well if u noe who is the above singer and songs den u will noe.

random stuffs from news. 9 years old kid watching cartoon and dad wanna watch porn. he scold his kid to make him go into the room and watch porn. de kid came out and saw daddy watching porn! HE CALL POLICE. and his dad was caught. lolx.

13 years old china gal. shoot 160 consecutive free throws in. and 47/50 3pointers. super pro la.! GEOK HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH! =p today ahtehx mood qinglang = clear

random issues.

1. ahtehx went to play bball on monday at 12+. dun go at tt time please. its very hot. well. but i played alone so can leave anytime. 1hr of sport.

2. ahtehx loves to pespire.

3. ahtehx money left $20 for these whole hols?

4. like i said. no allowances for this hols unless i go back to sch.

5. geok bday tml. i prepared NOTHING. well she must be thinking its such a failure to have me as her fren,

6. even fren also be properly. how can i be a gd bf.

7. bought zhar cai peng agn to eat. haha. my fav. as long as got curry!

8. wrs released and well. not as bad as i tot of many bengsters. haha maybe i see only de minority.

9. need to go back sch some day. to pass japan trip cheque.

10. tml is ur last day and u are gone to ur a..........

11. happiest things of the day is after i bball home. i saw u online. =p

12. only things to kept ahtehx happy now is to watch lan qiu huo with yuan da ying doing all de stupid lame thing tt ahtehx can learn! yeah! =p

13. ahtehx is going to sch tml.

14. ahtehx has a VIOLENT bball just now and some idiots scatch me. later tio AIDS i whack ppl.

15. ahtehx break his promise to _ _ _ _!

16. chalet date on 3-5oct.

17. japan trip on 6-10oct i think!

18. not sure if i can make it on this friday. cos i tell jun i going his sis chalet with him.

19. sept bday frenzy. 9/9 14/9 18/9 26/9!

20. tt time before i go to cambodia and penang u came out to acc me. well not overnight but. pass midnight. i guess my japan trip u wont be there! well this is another she! =p

21. tornado is seen at ecp ytd. supposingly to be our skating day but cancel. if not i can see tornado sia. coolness.

22. yay! ahtehx did de hot shot dance today! cos WE WON =p yeah we superman! u losers! =x


PS: WHO HSE CAN LET ME GO SEE LAN QIU HUO?! MY HSE NO SOUND CARD. HAHAHA. LAST EPI WATCH ON JUN ITOUCH!
PS: GEOK TML WAT U WANNA DO? I REALLY HAVE NO IDEA. TELL ME OK? IF U SEE THIS. U GOT SCH RITE? COME BACK EARLIER!!! =P HAPPY ADV BDAY TO U. WISH U AGN AT NITE 12AM ZHUN ZHUN! =X

你做了对的选择
连我都这样觉得
你没必要再自责
你没有做错什么
手机搁着 音乐播着
哼着你最爱的歌
笑声停了 眼泪流着
伤心无法再藏着
你离开了 你真的走了
你不会在我身边了
你有他了他是你选择
共度一生的那个
你选对了你会很快乐
他能带给你你要的
我心碎了眼泪会流着
一直到眼泪干了
我尊重你的选择
但是有点舍不得
我只要非你不可
但你要我别再等
下起雨了脸都湿了
眼泪被雨水挡着
闭上眼了不想醒了
活在梦里最快乐
你离开了 你真的走了
你不会在我身边了
你有他了他是你选择
共度一生的那个
你选对了你会很快乐
他能带给你你要的
我心碎了眼泪会流着
一直到眼泪干了
只要你幸福一切都值得
你道别了挥手拜拜了
又回到他的那边了
梦境醒了回到现实了
回到各自的角色
你会很幸福多苦我都撑着

ahtehx is drunk!
醉孤酒 =(

ahtehx is happy. ask him why please. but... he might not reply u! haha. okok. something gd to talk about. i ate ice cream today. nice!~ just some nuts tt i dun like. haha. same route down and home i went. actually u looks good in anyway u look seriously. yay just tt i dunno how to say with my mouth =p

ahtehx... ahtehx... ahtehx... wanna be teacher. yay!~ =x tell me i can! please call me MR TEH.

ahtehx is poor.

bank: secret.
home: $0
wallet: $30

tts all i have left to use. WHO WANNA DONATE ME MONEY!~ haha. well not so bad la. still can jio me out. haha =p

having u beside me is enuff even tho we got nth much to talk about.

i think i ____ __ ____ with u agn. but i cant let u noe. u might leave me agn. moreover u got bf.

SOMETIMES AHTEHX IS SO GRATEFUL TO THE LITTLE JAM AND TRAFFIC LIGHTS BECAUSE IT CAN KEEP U BY MY SIDE FOR ANOTHER 1-2 MINS.

PS: who can teach me the fastest way to fall in love with durian?! and banana?! =)

cant keep down the temptation to.... love... you!

ok so there is alot of things going on for the chalet. timing clash. all tt. and like cant really find lotsa ppl staying. but nvm. we still gonna carry on. if not no other chance i guess.

my dad and mom was back ytd and they told me the 6 bastards story. my dad sis pass away. and she got 5sons 2daughters. 1 son die and the 4 "asked" my dad and my dad bro to pay for the funeral. the daughters more jialut " we are woman and married out to other family so no need to pay " its like WTF. they only paid like 600RM to publish the news on newspaper. no money still wanna publish for 5 days. ok nvm so my uncle and dad paid a total of like $10kRM+ to $20kRM for the funeral. well. my uncle pays more of cos. and my dad even give a white packet $1kRM... and they keep demand alots of this to be bought and use the money like free. damn! most bu shuang for my parents is when they reached their hse, they dun even greet my parents. luckily i dun grow up with these cousins. if not i might become one of them, instead i grow up with my dad's bro son.

soong suggest me going into wrs to teach. omg! i can be teacher! he said aft degree waiting for result can go apply at MOE saying i wanna be teacher in wrs. and ask ngoh or fan to help me into pulling threads. he said wrs lack of chinese teacher now. haha. omg! can go have a teacher-student relationship. if sec4 i only 3 years older. hahaha. tts wat i tell soong and he shows de sian diao face. =p

ok suday my only meal is at nite nasi lemak. for one whole day where will full. take it as jian fei ba.

monday 1 zhap cai peng to ton me till nite dinner at cafe cartel sirloin steak. not bad. haha and the passion cooler.

tues tom yam soup + rice and zhap cai peng to tahan me till nite. btw this 2 = lunch only! haha.

2 days add up lunch only i ate $15 sia. ALOT LA. kua zhang.

sat was another bball day. played with some asshole junior tt elbow. haha. well. now the junior damn haolian and no respect. and off my parents went to penang. and i wash my own clothes sia!

sun was a day at home. supposingly going to clementi meet lard they all for dinner. lard told me 4-5, in the end its 7+ and my sis bought back rice le so nv go.

mon is dinner with soong. cafe cartel at J8. he choose de. a total of probably 8 ppl will be there. so ya. breakfast go buy food suddenly wanna drink some drink. so i bought a 2L apple juice. now den i noe so ex sia. lolx.