random things to post. look sub-heading and find things tt may link to u!
-sports day in tp
-weiling
-happy things
-sad things
-my childhood, my life, 10 10x
-juanita gift
-my humogous appetite
-others

-sport days
so erm thurs was sport. a little bball only cos i didnt bring anything to chg so i played awhile and go off. friday is the day. we got ALOT ppl la. + those go off earlier de we got around 20 ppl. can play 2 full court. haha. but 16 i think in e end and we play 4v4 on 2 half court. den a little soccer with my fren fren. i wanna make alot of fren with fren de fren. lik tt i got alot fren. tts wat i learned from my fren =p

-weiling
ur joke very stupid and i think i heard before. DUN CALL ME IDIOT OR WATEVER u called me just now when u saw me! haha. and ohya. come to sch for camp ar u! bo jio! =p hahaha. need me teach u play netball anot? i pro ok. i play in sec sch interclass netball boys but nv win =.= haha and y did u wanna step on my PUKE ( happen on thurs sport days when i too full den cannot control to go further to drain and puke on the netball/multi-purpose court.)

-happy thing
1. play alot sports.
2.gathering with my japan and cambodia trip ppl, classmates, and frens fren.

-sad things
things tt i got for u wont be at ur there. i rmb i pri1 likes a person and i put a paper flower on her table everyday for a month or so? i made it. small kid flower very lame one. ya but i doubt i do it now putting a rose or wat on her doorstep everyday?! how long can i last? wks or months? i not rich kid la. and she will find it annoying too =x

-my childhood, my life 10 10x
1. ty my kindergarten mates cos they keep chasing me when we break time and now i can run fast fast. hahaha.
2. ty dongwei, frankie blahblah to teach me play soccer when they are like poly stud when im just pri2. they invited me to play with them cos i was watching them playing soccer on my bicycle for hrs. and i rmb i go home ask my mom i can go play soccer? and ya i chiong back down telling them i can play liao. and like tt i played with them for like 3years? doing the same thing over and over agn standing infront wait ball come. but wat i noe now was learned from them. injuries and fun, and everything.
3. ty my pri sch table tennis coach so patient in teaching me. tho im a little slow. but ok la. not bad la cos need to take a cca at p3 or p4 so bobian choose one and i get in sch team =p
4. ty my sch soccer coach for inviting me to join soccer training after i played in interclass soccer. and even when i missed an 1on1 goal with keeper. but yet i chose not to go for further training and missed the chance to be in sch team.
5. ty pri sch PE teacher to ask me join rugby team. cos interclass they see tt i can run. and so i got into rugby team and play in a dunno wat competition but i too nervous and got the team lose.
6.ty my dad to acc me play badminton every wkend tt i noe about badminton this sports.
7. ty my sec sch bball teacher and coach. clement lim and mr ong. ty lim to let me into bball team even tho i dunno how to play bball at tt time. same thing only speed. and my speed test was only lvl 3. ppl got lvl 6-7. ty ong to guide me thru. ty lim to teach me the basic. and put me into sch team on sec 2. sec 3 was not gd enuff cos got sec 4-5 senior so i was not in. and sec4 its my fault cos not going first training and i was asked to study my O's instead.
8.ty interclass netball and my kakak amalina and adek dinah to teach me rules and all about netball.
9. ty mr kow to let me try softball and he found im gifted maybe and asked me to take softball as 2nd sport but i already cannot tahan bball training le so i rejected him. =p
10. ty my dad and mom to bring me to this world! =x
PS. this is how i get in touch with all the sports.

-juanita gift
she go tell nic i gave her a wan zhong xuan yi de sweet. and the name not i give de. dots. and nic come tell me i paiseh la. and she also tell him my fren gave her an apple on her bday. haha. my fren more paiseh but he not in tp =.= so nvm. haha. well. i really forget all about her tho i saw her at airport. =p but i was told tt the sweets tt i gave her was left on the dining table the next day. =(

-my humohous appetite
my dinner after my friday sports day was. chicken rice add char siew, mee hoon kuey and shared fried oystal and 1 cup of teh peng! =p hahaha. total cost me $9! i dunno eating full at kopitiam can be so ex. =p=p=p unless order zi char! haha

-others
this wk happy monday deepavali. tues go sch 1 hr lab and pon 1 hr lect and home. wed off day. thurs 1 and half hr lab and pon 1 hr lect and off to sports. fri cancel 5 hrs lesson and pon 1 hr lect = no sch but i still go to sch to play bball and soccer. haha. CRAZY SCH! got sch like no school. lame shit.

- i think i damn xing fu everyday my mom will prepare breakfast for me before i go sch. if not she will go buy. unless too early de lesson. gd rite? =p=p=p

P.S: dui ni shuo wo ai ni zai ni li kai yi qian, jiu suan wo men de shen fen bu hui cong ci gai bian
P.S2: i see no end of my perserverance.

yay. so i changed back my link to theescapeartistx. hahaha. let see wat i can update!

school starts and its 16 hrs wk divide into 4 days. sian. and my friday was suppose to be the longest day of 6 hrs but now become 1 hr. 4 hrs lesson cancel. morning lect lazy go and go for the got take attendance the lesson can le. first wk is super slack. its like i go to school to pass time only.

this is a horrible wk for me. cos i had book the napfa on 21th nov. wed go nyp find jun eat den dan let me see his napfa full 5 points sia. siao kia. so i also cannot too lao kui ma. got 25points i happy liao. haha.

monday nite running 2 rounds around adm, some pull -up, 100 sit-up. tues badminton around an hr plus. thurs 2 rounds around adm no stop ok!, pull-up, 120sit-up, 12th storey up and down. fri basketball and soccer in sch for like 4 hrs, back to wlds agn backetball.

some injury of my toe nails pain sia. si ah gui. and cramp while soccer and slip back in wlds bball. haha. now my leg is like not mine! not much feeling.

today wanna go run agn but my leg cannot take it liao and i wanna watch tv. tml cannot run also cos i wanna watch singapore music awards.

ytd at cwp i saw DA ZUI BA! big mouth the taiwanese group and the only gal in there AI SHA is super hot and pretty la. so long since i last saw a japanese gal. hahahaha. =p

mon hols. who wanna ask me out?! for anything. super timetable. tues 1 day sch, wed no sch, thurs fri 2 days sch den wkend agn. super slack period for me and 4 core subj i think only 1-2 got examination nia. nicenice. i think my sch noes i suffer enuff and wanna me to pass so give me discount. haha. i think too much. siao kia!

thanks xinyi and weiling for sending me the songs. haha. weiling come all the way to bball court to find me to send me the songs sia. haha. thanks you xie xie ni. come and still make u wait. haha. actually these songs were to be taken from someone else but she is like always busy and from i came back from japan i din see her at all.

si leong sabo me sia. juanita present next time den makeup for her when i go hols agn. hahaha. =p

-shuo hao de xing fu ne?
-gei wo yi shou ge de shi jian
-hua hai

hot shot crew. pi li san xia. so the younger bro so famous sia. acted in bu neng shuo de mi mi but only a few sec. haha. and tu fei abit looks like edison sia. ming xing lian.

i wanna watch butterfly lovers. who wanna be my lover to watch with me. haha.

nth much to update. cos my life is always home and home. also update no ppl see.

okok after so long im going to play bball later. like finally. haha. and maybe nite time go do some running cos napfa coming. i haven reg for my enlistment. left 2 days. siao liao la. i dunno wat to do sia.

haha i think i wont get a chance to hear from u again. your sms, your call, your msn. its something i knew will happen. =)

maybe going to change my link back. theescapeartistx.blogspot.com maybe. haha. but for the time being. still this. wait till my fren guess dao den chg back. hahaha. =p

lik what i said. its seems like after this thing, the chance we get together is super less. i can predict till the end of this year, the most i will see u once or maybe twice on somebody birthday or stuff where we celebrate together. other den tt. nope. haha. eh suddenly i got another qn to ask. but guess i wont get the chance. lolx. seems like i got alot of uncertainty to clarify sia. hurhur. tsk my life is so blend. who can enhance my life with alot of happenings?

erm so im back from japan. it was super tiring and rushing trip and i dun even got much time to shop tt i go to their 7-11 store to get alot titbits. haha.

things i wanna mention is i saw this uncle waiting there and a gal give him money. and he play her a song. in the middle of the road. we were sitting there also listening. it was like 1am at nite. it feels so gd when u can hear ur fav song in the middle of the nite and thinking of all the happy thing which u can possible thing of. and tho i dun understand wat he sing but its definitely a sad song.

bought some alcoholic and xo back.
my jiangnan finish 2 cup neat martell whisky in from of 8 ppl.
porn dvd sell all those and even toys.
their red light district is so complex cos i dun understand their talking.
massage by old auntie. den i faster go cancel and my fren kena. haha.
bought super cute and small gatsby wax. lolx.
throat is not feeling well from 1st day at japan.
went up volcano.
bought a lucky stone there and a fortune telling paper but its in jap so i dunno wat it means. wanna ask the guide but scare the outcome is not wat i wan. so ya. keeping it unknown. =)

i rmb to come home cos there is someone here which i nv forget.

ty kx jun, den leong and lastly joel. come airport fetch me sia. i tot no one will come sia only my parents later but nvm. ty anyway and popeye den drink my vodka agn. haha. bought a super cheap xo there at 3100 yens. around $40 nia. cheap la. drink drink drink. lousy lifestyle.

how have u been? ur update?

chalet on friday. first was to doreen hse take chicken wings. den meet up and down to downtown and ate den movie. ok special case. so its very very enjoyable =p some might noe y some might not. so nvm. the tix for tt show will be super well kept by me. bringing it to japan. haha.

and oh we rush to get some food and things cos was suppose to get it in the noon but was drag. my fault. so to make it up i went alone to buy on sat and everything done and sotong i can do it man. omg. haha. she told me she was sambal sotong and so i must have tt for her and i finish most of the sotong part on my own but with a little help. haha. guess everything went smoothly cos bbq food was more or less finish but i dint eat at all. i think maybe a couple marshmellows and like half otah.

not cos the food not nice or wat. is i super no appetite. i vomit twice in the morning. 1 more time in the noon. and no appetite to eat anything for these 3 days. think im too work out from all the preparations. total i think i eat 1 maggie at home on friday. 1 mcspicy meal on sat nite and 1 cup noodle on sunday midnite. tts all. vomit no less den 7-8 times? some is naturally come de some is i dig de if not so xinku. well maybe cos i drunk too much and a little unclear.

no slp for both days. first day i think all tot i was slping. actually not. i was staring at u slping. sounds scary sia! but no la. not some pervertic but was ya smiling and see. and oh cute. i think i accidentally fall aslp for 30mins den woke up le.

some say dun come de come. some say come de nv come. haha. but well heng this ways both can cover up the cost so i think i lugi quite little den i expected. so cool rite? and erm ya most importantly all have fun.

dan brought the speaker cool sia. blast and bbq and alot insane acts happen. haha. like guy-guy doggy and a sex style. but was just for luff. we are not gays. lolx. and oh i bath with leong joel and jun tgt. OMG. i see them all. so long nv see! PERVERT! haha.

qiao is my dad and mom was at chalet too. dad's fren bbq and i go over a while and bring back my dad's boss son to our chalet. he is naughty sia he threaten me cos i tell him my things. and he was like 10 nia. haha. and heng he didnt say anything but i waas wishing he did actually cos i dun have the courage.

friday mood was high. sat a little low and sun was so-so. haha. sat low cos i no slp + drunk = insane. sorry tt i said alot things tt is like rude or wat. sorry to leong joel jun kx lard gy lun dan dor egg lynn wendy*. haha. to all if i did. guess i did not leave out any.

oh and surprisingly dor fren wendy came and can clique with us? ya. most of us. haha and she help in eating also and gaming and fooling with us. abit paiseh sia let outsiders see us crazy side.

things happen tho. ppl complain noise. de glass panels was broke by us. haha. but we deny it. so ya. haha and alot gangsters sia beside us.

this is the first time i think i did so much for chalet sia. tho its like so little cos background info not given like. i go around supermarket to ask ppl how to handle sotong. i called frens living around bedok whether they are home and their mom was there to help! and i saw an auntie tt i asked before something agn to clarify things. walk around to get wat we need and felt so lost cos i was alone. and still cant find the stuffs, abit sad but well i tried. and first time i handle sotong myself cos all was slping? haha. and it stinks. really. and prepare till so much, in the end omg i ate nth. esp the chicken wings. hope i get a chance to eat it somehow?

its sure is meaningful to me la. and oh i think im jian. but well heng i didnt did any. oh and i forgot to take photos with her. just the both of us. from long ago i wanted to but didnt ask. now i wanna ask but i forget. haiz.

going to japan soon. in around 9 hrs i will be on flight. she asked me to get some things back. i'll try to find. if cant i try something similiar to make up for it.

my frens felt sad for me. seeing me knowing i will vomit if i drink. but they wont stop me cos i wont listen and they noe. so they only can see me drink and hear me say " ok now i going to vomit liao " in just a short little game we played. i can vomit so many times and i continue cos u noe de feeling? shoik! carefree. and even went to dad fren there to get more beer. haha. they might felt im being used or maybe backup or somethings. tts how i felt tt they felt. tho they dint tell me. but well. i think im happy and enjoying every min and sec of it. i think this is the only time where i can see u and see u and see u for so long tt i think will nv happen agn. and the most time just the 2 of us. and i felt contented. really! so ya guys. dun need to worry for me. say me stupid say me gong say me idiot say me siao. w/e just say.

i used to tell my frens. i heard from a taiwan host. " we sld not spend money on others ppl wife " and i told my frens this and ask them to let their gfs pay on their own. haha. now i fall into this shyt where i spend money on others ppl wife. moreover she not my gf. and i said to my fren who is like so sad this " we sldnt let our mood decide by other. we decide it. " but now my mood is decided by u. so felt im talking so much fang pi hua to my fren and dunno how they can tahan.

leaving home in around 5 hrs time. i so hope i can go meet u awhile. but wat excuse can i use? erm can u come down awhile. erm can i meet u for lunch or something. let me treat u to ice cream. wa super lame and old fashioned and wa. can go jump building.

i think my situation is super same as yuan da ying from hot shot. where he wans to secretly loves the gal but everyone knows tt he likes her. and in the end no outcome. ok maybe there will be cos its still continueing. but i think mine is stagnant. i always tot i was super thick skin but when it comes to u. im helpless.

how i wish the chalet last forever. dun end plz. but when i leave the chalet room, i noe every good things come to an end. be it good or bad. for me its bad. i think im back to the time where i will see u probably like once in wks? or maybe months.

chalet pics was all tt i have left to keep. photos with u and me. bringing it to japan so i can take it out anytime cos i noe i will miss u very very often.

ur mp3 got this song by elva, " wo de nan peng you " i once put the lyrics on my blog. and we hear this song tgt cos i choose it. it says " i miss u more and more, i wanna u be my bf.but i dunno how u feel, plz tell me. " something lik tt. i also not rmb it well. ya. but mine is be my gf la. and ya. tell me how u feel can?!

haiz there goes my specially planned chalet. no more no more. i was like wow. so many ppl ask me to do it now. telling her wat i sld tell her. even the 10 years old kid. but i didnt. were u waiting for it too? did u noe tt i was going to say something to u? i got but i dint. kai bu liao kou. stuck lost blank.

lying to myself agn and agn and agn. but well im happy. lolx. seriously.

31st dec 2007 - video in teh phone with subtitle and teh unplug singing in chinese.

finally i let u noe my heart.
but u didnt give me any reply.
in the end u break my maze.
but its not the " i do " tt i wan.

u said we be fren still can.
just a phrase deny my heart.
im sad but wont give up.
cos i noe cupid plan it and dun wanna spoil its reputation.

not tt i love u not enuff.
just tt im not gd at expressing.
not tt im not observers enuff.
just tt im not in a position to do anything.

wanna tell u everyday how much i love u.
i miss u every min every moment.
wanna hear from u everyday wat u have been thru.
as long as its about u all i wanna noe.

maybe u wont believe.
before the end of the world.
my last phrase will still be tt last phrase.
i love u.

***END***

lazy to put cheenah so rephrase it but its sound like weird but nvm. the date is not wrong. its done 10months ago.

i think im a typical com warrior who only can type and not say. haha. coward! niang men!

eh erm ya. leaving very soon. dunno if u will see this or have u ever come to my blog since then, but at least i said it somewhere rite? not so bad rite? okokok. see how.

around 55 hrs of non slp tonning. and im quite awake i must say. lolx. more time is going to be added cos i dun intend to slp till i reach airport or maybe japan. if continue + activities. i think i can 72-84 hrs non slp. cool eh.

i have alrdy jian jian de ai shang ai zhe ni de gan jue. but can. i wanna ai shang ai ni de gan jue.

ahtehx: sorry i made u felt irritated. i noe u are very scare of me. ok. ppl tell me den i noe de. so i think i can only say sorry now.

behind a happy japan trip = teary teh msning and blogging. he cant help but to keep wipe away his tears to prevent his family see. cos everytime ppl see is crazy and happy ahtehx =)

3 hrs left =p haiyo i think i got alot jian fren. but they mean well. tytyty. no gf at least i got alot care for me de frens ma. ok de la!~

SO MANY CRIES. cant conti cos i dunno how. i think i can delete my draft sms.

u are not me. how would u noe how impt u are to me? u guys are not me. how would u all noe tt wat i did was wasting time? everybody did de same things i guess. just tt maybe mine lasted longer den anyone else. " ni bu shi wo,ni zhe me neng ti hui, ni you duo me zhen gui. "

last updates before i leave for chalet. and no updates till next sunday ba. if i can get a lappy to upload my pics. haha. if u are bored and u happen to click this link. den see the entry below plz. i really cant face u and tell u. maybe i sld ask u to turn away and said to u? okok i'll see the time.

ytd went to buy some stuffs and she give me opinion and she treat me ice cream cone she owe me. haha. i still haven treat her back. she wanna watch "painted skin" OK! haha. let watch.

was a little lost from 883 to 768. and lard was slping. gonna lend things from him. but heng geok, tho very tired come down acc me awhile till lard finally answer my phone. 12 was the time i got home.

gonna be bz later. but its ok de la. indulge in my busy happy lifestyle. but i haven pack my jap trip bag. busy shit. gonna do it on sun when i got back from chalet. 1am flight wanna send me off? haha.

okok gonna fulfil my promise to u tho u might not see it as a promise. =p

ohoh. my mom watching vcd " MONEY NOT ENOUGH 2 " i watched it but gonna watch with her now. bb =p my mom is luffing now think later she will cry. haha. later i cry too. =( sad. cos tt time watch cinema i almost tears drop. hahaha.

PS: last entry till next wk. still can come here tag anytime. =p gonna ask her the first qn on sunday. =x gl hf tehx.

Title: ahtehx de zhen qing gao bai!
ok not much time left i intend to say this to u face to face regardless of the outcome but it seems time is running out and i might not have the chance that is only both of us tgt and no other pplz. so i will disclosed wat i wanna say here once and for all.

ahtehx: " ok i noe this isnt the right time to say this now cos u got bf. but if i dun, i might not have a chance or even the courage to say. everytime i see u i felt so happy. even if the time i see u, u were with him. but its fine. seriously. every morning when i wake up i see my phone. when there is ur sms. whooo wat a day. tho not everyday i will get tt and most of the time i need to sms u first before i can see ur sms. until recently cos we are working on the same thing.

everytime i might felt envy, jealous and sour but yet i cant show out and u really didnt do anything cos u dun feel anything for me. maybe this is y i loves sour things. use sour cure sour. everything u do i keep it in my heart. even the slightest thing. u asked me alot of times whether the food is nice? the ice cream nice? i hasitated and say tt its nice. and u might think i felt its not nice. its all cos my taste bud is very sui bian. anytime tt can fill my stomach is nice and i dunno how to act a VERY NICE face like those japanese anime (TAI HAO CHI LE).

u said im picky on food. actually i dun realise it until u ask me so many food tt i dun eat. but if u ask me to eat. i can try. try every single food tt i dun eat or nv eat before with u. are u willing?

everything i dunno how to express myself. everthing i do i have to be in the dark. i cant do it openly. i like a person i keep it in my heart cos i scare when u noe. our distance may be further and ya i scare the outcome. now i said this i not scare of losing anything now. or even not gaining anything. cos at least i told. no regret. i dunno how to express how i felt for u. i just noe i like u i love u. i wanna see u talk to u hold ur hand and walk the road with u. well. i might not be doing anything for u. cos i dunno how to and i fear the ppl around view. and ya u had a bf, so i dun have any reason to do most of the things for u. and i dun wanna u to feel awkward tho i felt more awkward most of the time.

after i said this. i think our friendship gonna change. maybe its good for me cos i can noe how u felt. maybe its good for u too cos u dun have to tolerate my nonsense. "

PS: if u know tt im talking about u. give me a sms and i have 2 qns to ask u. i think u noe. no point escaping from it rite? tho i have been keep escaping from it. just 2 qns will do. =)

dun really noe wat i do these days. just now tt i nv home before 12. wat did i did? can someone tell me.

my vodka is finished.
bbq food settle.
bag not pack.

i have some frens whom i nv regret making.
i have some frens whom i can hang out with.
i have some frens whom fren me for a reason.
i have some frens whom is not worth making.
i have some frens can give me idea.
i have some frens that can make me down.
i have some frens tt im happy with.
i have some frens whom i must fake out but yet i cant.
i have some frens tt is making use of me.
i have some frens tt may not like me at all.
and i have a fren whom i wish is my girdfriend.

last bball session this morning. just a game and im out. tired. 8am. gosh. who can tahan.

ytd out was a little wasted cos was going to buy something but in the end nv. but still its fun. this kind of outing i dunno if we will get often. i think no more after the chalet. sec sch frens is very contradicting. the chalet not much ppl i think also can make it like 2-3 groups. haha. used to it. like everytime chalet always likee this. if more ppl come more groups might be seen. dunno y some frens just cant tell something. maybe not too close. ok fine. but everything not telling. so fine. i just need a few whom i can really talk. even if suaning me or wat. cos i also like tt. so its ok and fun. luckily poly i got a nice nice talking fren cos he trust me so i think i can put down my armour to talk with him.

only half a year left to ns. there is some frens i will nv forget in my life. there is some even quite close frens i think i will forget. not cos of me. but its cos i see no point in being frens. well they have ther frens too. so its fine i guess. i think i just stick to a few to always come out to drink or wat and just slack around seeing char boh walking pass and maybe one day if we tio taiji i think we will still enjoy it.

my fren got a nice gf treasure it ah! dun gu fu her agn. dun be like me. no chance to treasure. lolx.

PS: i decided to give u up. as this will make u trouble. and i decided to secretly love u. where i can just look at u. just talk to u. just think of u w/o u knowing? craps! too fake. i think u noe. just tt u dun wan an awkward situation. anw. tts extracted from hotshot. i think tts de only thing i can do now. or maybe time time time can make me forget.

everything is rising. the price of everything. except ur feeling for me!

PS: OMG! my hse is mahjonging. haha. gamble den! =p

wan mei bing bu mei wo mei tai xu wei. ni ba wo de hao bian cheng yi zhong zui.
wana mei bing bu mei dang ni ai shang shui!

OMG my fren call me " most thick skin " hahaha. cos. i said to him. " in all my fren i noe hor u are the most jian one! " whahha. den he also die die wanna give me one name. and cos i always said. wa tt girl bio me sia. den he said me liao. but i speak truth wat! saD! haha.