Title: ahtehx de zhen qing gao bai!
ok not much time left i intend to say this to u face to face regardless of the outcome but it seems time is running out and i might not have the chance that is only both of us tgt and no other pplz. so i will disclosed wat i wanna say here once and for all.

ahtehx: " ok i noe this isnt the right time to say this now cos u got bf. but if i dun, i might not have a chance or even the courage to say. everytime i see u i felt so happy. even if the time i see u, u were with him. but its fine. seriously. every morning when i wake up i see my phone. when there is ur sms. whooo wat a day. tho not everyday i will get tt and most of the time i need to sms u first before i can see ur sms. until recently cos we are working on the same thing.

everytime i might felt envy, jealous and sour but yet i cant show out and u really didnt do anything cos u dun feel anything for me. maybe this is y i loves sour things. use sour cure sour. everything u do i keep it in my heart. even the slightest thing. u asked me alot of times whether the food is nice? the ice cream nice? i hasitated and say tt its nice. and u might think i felt its not nice. its all cos my taste bud is very sui bian. anytime tt can fill my stomach is nice and i dunno how to act a VERY NICE face like those japanese anime (TAI HAO CHI LE).

u said im picky on food. actually i dun realise it until u ask me so many food tt i dun eat. but if u ask me to eat. i can try. try every single food tt i dun eat or nv eat before with u. are u willing?

everything i dunno how to express myself. everthing i do i have to be in the dark. i cant do it openly. i like a person i keep it in my heart cos i scare when u noe. our distance may be further and ya i scare the outcome. now i said this i not scare of losing anything now. or even not gaining anything. cos at least i told. no regret. i dunno how to express how i felt for u. i just noe i like u i love u. i wanna see u talk to u hold ur hand and walk the road with u. well. i might not be doing anything for u. cos i dunno how to and i fear the ppl around view. and ya u had a bf, so i dun have any reason to do most of the things for u. and i dun wanna u to feel awkward tho i felt more awkward most of the time.

after i said this. i think our friendship gonna change. maybe its good for me cos i can noe how u felt. maybe its good for u too cos u dun have to tolerate my nonsense. "

PS: if u know tt im talking about u. give me a sms and i have 2 qns to ask u. i think u noe. no point escaping from it rite? tho i have been keep escaping from it. just 2 qns will do. =)