chalet on friday. first was to doreen hse take chicken wings. den meet up and down to downtown and ate den movie. ok special case. so its very very enjoyable =p some might noe y some might not. so nvm. the tix for tt show will be super well kept by me. bringing it to japan. haha.

and oh we rush to get some food and things cos was suppose to get it in the noon but was drag. my fault. so to make it up i went alone to buy on sat and everything done and sotong i can do it man. omg. haha. she told me she was sambal sotong and so i must have tt for her and i finish most of the sotong part on my own but with a little help. haha. guess everything went smoothly cos bbq food was more or less finish but i dint eat at all. i think maybe a couple marshmellows and like half otah.

not cos the food not nice or wat. is i super no appetite. i vomit twice in the morning. 1 more time in the noon. and no appetite to eat anything for these 3 days. think im too work out from all the preparations. total i think i eat 1 maggie at home on friday. 1 mcspicy meal on sat nite and 1 cup noodle on sunday midnite. tts all. vomit no less den 7-8 times? some is naturally come de some is i dig de if not so xinku. well maybe cos i drunk too much and a little unclear.

no slp for both days. first day i think all tot i was slping. actually not. i was staring at u slping. sounds scary sia! but no la. not some pervertic but was ya smiling and see. and oh cute. i think i accidentally fall aslp for 30mins den woke up le.

some say dun come de come. some say come de nv come. haha. but well heng this ways both can cover up the cost so i think i lugi quite little den i expected. so cool rite? and erm ya most importantly all have fun.

dan brought the speaker cool sia. blast and bbq and alot insane acts happen. haha. like guy-guy doggy and a sex style. but was just for luff. we are not gays. lolx. and oh i bath with leong joel and jun tgt. OMG. i see them all. so long nv see! PERVERT! haha.

qiao is my dad and mom was at chalet too. dad's fren bbq and i go over a while and bring back my dad's boss son to our chalet. he is naughty sia he threaten me cos i tell him my things. and he was like 10 nia. haha. and heng he didnt say anything but i waas wishing he did actually cos i dun have the courage.

friday mood was high. sat a little low and sun was so-so. haha. sat low cos i no slp + drunk = insane. sorry tt i said alot things tt is like rude or wat. sorry to leong joel jun kx lard gy lun dan dor egg lynn wendy*. haha. to all if i did. guess i did not leave out any.

oh and surprisingly dor fren wendy came and can clique with us? ya. most of us. haha and she help in eating also and gaming and fooling with us. abit paiseh sia let outsiders see us crazy side.

things happen tho. ppl complain noise. de glass panels was broke by us. haha. but we deny it. so ya. haha and alot gangsters sia beside us.

this is the first time i think i did so much for chalet sia. tho its like so little cos background info not given like. i go around supermarket to ask ppl how to handle sotong. i called frens living around bedok whether they are home and their mom was there to help! and i saw an auntie tt i asked before something agn to clarify things. walk around to get wat we need and felt so lost cos i was alone. and still cant find the stuffs, abit sad but well i tried. and first time i handle sotong myself cos all was slping? haha. and it stinks. really. and prepare till so much, in the end omg i ate nth. esp the chicken wings. hope i get a chance to eat it somehow?

its sure is meaningful to me la. and oh i think im jian. but well heng i didnt did any. oh and i forgot to take photos with her. just the both of us. from long ago i wanted to but didnt ask. now i wanna ask but i forget. haiz.

going to japan soon. in around 9 hrs i will be on flight. she asked me to get some things back. i'll try to find. if cant i try something similiar to make up for it.

my frens felt sad for me. seeing me knowing i will vomit if i drink. but they wont stop me cos i wont listen and they noe. so they only can see me drink and hear me say " ok now i going to vomit liao " in just a short little game we played. i can vomit so many times and i continue cos u noe de feeling? shoik! carefree. and even went to dad fren there to get more beer. haha. they might felt im being used or maybe backup or somethings. tts how i felt tt they felt. tho they dint tell me. but well. i think im happy and enjoying every min and sec of it. i think this is the only time where i can see u and see u and see u for so long tt i think will nv happen agn. and the most time just the 2 of us. and i felt contented. really! so ya guys. dun need to worry for me. say me stupid say me gong say me idiot say me siao. w/e just say.

i used to tell my frens. i heard from a taiwan host. " we sld not spend money on others ppl wife " and i told my frens this and ask them to let their gfs pay on their own. haha. now i fall into this shyt where i spend money on others ppl wife. moreover she not my gf. and i said to my fren who is like so sad this " we sldnt let our mood decide by other. we decide it. " but now my mood is decided by u. so felt im talking so much fang pi hua to my fren and dunno how they can tahan.

leaving home in around 5 hrs time. i so hope i can go meet u awhile. but wat excuse can i use? erm can u come down awhile. erm can i meet u for lunch or something. let me treat u to ice cream. wa super lame and old fashioned and wa. can go jump building.

i think my situation is super same as yuan da ying from hot shot. where he wans to secretly loves the gal but everyone knows tt he likes her. and in the end no outcome. ok maybe there will be cos its still continueing. but i think mine is stagnant. i always tot i was super thick skin but when it comes to u. im helpless.

how i wish the chalet last forever. dun end plz. but when i leave the chalet room, i noe every good things come to an end. be it good or bad. for me its bad. i think im back to the time where i will see u probably like once in wks? or maybe months.

chalet pics was all tt i have left to keep. photos with u and me. bringing it to japan so i can take it out anytime cos i noe i will miss u very very often.

ur mp3 got this song by elva, " wo de nan peng you " i once put the lyrics on my blog. and we hear this song tgt cos i choose it. it says " i miss u more and more, i wanna u be my bf.but i dunno how u feel, plz tell me. " something lik tt. i also not rmb it well. ya. but mine is be my gf la. and ya. tell me how u feel can?!

haiz there goes my specially planned chalet. no more no more. i was like wow. so many ppl ask me to do it now. telling her wat i sld tell her. even the 10 years old kid. but i didnt. were u waiting for it too? did u noe tt i was going to say something to u? i got but i dint. kai bu liao kou. stuck lost blank.

lying to myself agn and agn and agn. but well im happy. lolx. seriously.

31st dec 2007 - video in teh phone with subtitle and teh unplug singing in chinese.

finally i let u noe my heart.
but u didnt give me any reply.
in the end u break my maze.
but its not the " i do " tt i wan.

u said we be fren still can.
just a phrase deny my heart.
im sad but wont give up.
cos i noe cupid plan it and dun wanna spoil its reputation.

not tt i love u not enuff.
just tt im not gd at expressing.
not tt im not observers enuff.
just tt im not in a position to do anything.

wanna tell u everyday how much i love u.
i miss u every min every moment.
wanna hear from u everyday wat u have been thru.
as long as its about u all i wanna noe.

maybe u wont believe.
before the end of the world.
my last phrase will still be tt last phrase.
i love u.

***END***

lazy to put cheenah so rephrase it but its sound like weird but nvm. the date is not wrong. its done 10months ago.

i think im a typical com warrior who only can type and not say. haha. coward! niang men!

eh erm ya. leaving very soon. dunno if u will see this or have u ever come to my blog since then, but at least i said it somewhere rite? not so bad rite? okokok. see how.

around 55 hrs of non slp tonning. and im quite awake i must say. lolx. more time is going to be added cos i dun intend to slp till i reach airport or maybe japan. if continue + activities. i think i can 72-84 hrs non slp. cool eh.

i have alrdy jian jian de ai shang ai zhe ni de gan jue. but can. i wanna ai shang ai ni de gan jue.

ahtehx: sorry i made u felt irritated. i noe u are very scare of me. ok. ppl tell me den i noe de. so i think i can only say sorry now.

behind a happy japan trip = teary teh msning and blogging. he cant help but to keep wipe away his tears to prevent his family see. cos everytime ppl see is crazy and happy ahtehx =)

3 hrs left =p haiyo i think i got alot jian fren. but they mean well. tytyty. no gf at least i got alot care for me de frens ma. ok de la!~

SO MANY CRIES. cant conti cos i dunno how. i think i can delete my draft sms.

u are not me. how would u noe how impt u are to me? u guys are not me. how would u all noe tt wat i did was wasting time? everybody did de same things i guess. just tt maybe mine lasted longer den anyone else. " ni bu shi wo,ni zhe me neng ti hui, ni you duo me zhen gui. "