dun really noe wat i do these days. just now tt i nv home before 12. wat did i did? can someone tell me.

my vodka is finished.
bbq food settle.
bag not pack.

i have some frens whom i nv regret making.
i have some frens whom i can hang out with.
i have some frens whom fren me for a reason.
i have some frens whom is not worth making.
i have some frens can give me idea.
i have some frens that can make me down.
i have some frens tt im happy with.
i have some frens whom i must fake out but yet i cant.
i have some frens tt is making use of me.
i have some frens tt may not like me at all.
and i have a fren whom i wish is my girdfriend.

last bball session this morning. just a game and im out. tired. 8am. gosh. who can tahan.

ytd out was a little wasted cos was going to buy something but in the end nv. but still its fun. this kind of outing i dunno if we will get often. i think no more after the chalet. sec sch frens is very contradicting. the chalet not much ppl i think also can make it like 2-3 groups. haha. used to it. like everytime chalet always likee this. if more ppl come more groups might be seen. dunno y some frens just cant tell something. maybe not too close. ok fine. but everything not telling. so fine. i just need a few whom i can really talk. even if suaning me or wat. cos i also like tt. so its ok and fun. luckily poly i got a nice nice talking fren cos he trust me so i think i can put down my armour to talk with him.

only half a year left to ns. there is some frens i will nv forget in my life. there is some even quite close frens i think i will forget. not cos of me. but its cos i see no point in being frens. well they have ther frens too. so its fine i guess. i think i just stick to a few to always come out to drink or wat and just slack around seeing char boh walking pass and maybe one day if we tio taiji i think we will still enjoy it.

my fren got a nice gf treasure it ah! dun gu fu her agn. dun be like me. no chance to treasure. lolx.

PS: i decided to give u up. as this will make u trouble. and i decided to secretly love u. where i can just look at u. just talk to u. just think of u w/o u knowing? craps! too fake. i think u noe. just tt u dun wan an awkward situation. anw. tts extracted from hotshot. i think tts de only thing i can do now. or maybe time time time can make me forget.

everything is rising. the price of everything. except ur feeling for me!

PS: OMG! my hse is mahjonging. haha. gamble den! =p

wan mei bing bu mei wo mei tai xu wei. ni ba wo de hao bian cheng yi zhong zui.
wana mei bing bu mei dang ni ai shang shui!

OMG my fren call me " most thick skin " hahaha. cos. i said to him. " in all my fren i noe hor u are the most jian one! " whahha. den he also die die wanna give me one name. and cos i always said. wa tt girl bio me sia. den he said me liao. but i speak truth wat! saD! haha.