i wish i can

see hebe jolin genie linyichen vivian linyunfen or whoever. chio star can le. haha.

cecelia cheung too cos she is in tw. she is a hot mom i swear.

be the godfather of xm kid.

find a job when i come back.


i feel so grown up when i see the enlistment letter. haiz. games make me sick now. tired and restless. couldnt get to slp this few days. earliest i slept was 4+am till 6am. gosh.

even feel grown up when i know she got a kid. well haven come out of cos. but i do wish i can be de goddad. kk gonna ask her about it. maybe being able to take care of a baby makes me grow up too.

turning 20 soon. finally see de two head le. i wish i wish i wish. 3 wishes but i think none will come true. cos its not like last year where 3 of them is there. not possible le. =x well look on the bright side.

grad nite on 20may. i not going. haha. no chance to put on a robe agn. but its ok. gonna go back to get my cert some day.

i wish my bday would have some good frens with me. GONNA EAT A BIG BIG FEAST!

happy ermx i think is 18 year old birthday to steph. LOLX

8 OCT =(

Pulau Tekong for BMT =(

germany housewife killed her 2 kids just to play WORLD OF WARWRAFT!!!!! =.=

1 and half years ago. she was playing and her kid was noisy i dunno how old i think was just born for months, so she put her inside de washing machine and die. so she can play her WOW. =.=

den recently she was pregnant and while playing she was going to give birth. she did it in her bathtub and when de baby was born, she leave de baby there and continue her WOW! WTF!

and her baby die there. is WOW so fun?! DUN LET ME PLAY PLEASE. lolx. CRAZY!

somehow its really not nice to talk about it. but its bothering me so much. i dunno why.

she is a very strong gal from wat i noe years ago. maybe 5 years ago? now she sld be 18 or so. she is not those very guai gal i must say. and this happen im not surprise. hope she can get over with it and let a new life come to earth.

wishing so much to talk to her. but i dunno how to. we did not contact for so long. caring as a fren deep inside.

tml sch reopen for TP. good luck ppl. juniors. lolx. any games to recommend? im bored to death.

ok today was suppose to go sch to take back central fund de money, cert and photo cum video. in the end. only take medicine. WTH. go for nth. but nvm. after tt was fun. 17 of us go eat at swensen. actually wanna at tampines 1, de new shopping centre but changed.

17 ppl are, from my front row, starting from left.

siti meixuan shihui sarah rebecca zhaohong
jacky jiangnan mingfeng ahtehx junjie hongwei

and lastly de other table is binrui cliff yanfeng syarif and alwyn.

all ate student meal and some top up ice cream. nice nice. nice gathering man.

and oh some went to shihui house there to bowl. while i went home and de other 2 feng and some.

home stand all the way on the bus and dan called. "bball lehx" lolx. ok! and off we go.

joel jun leong dan and me. we sucks to the core. nobody will give a second thoughts if we said we just learn how to bball. haha. but yeah. fun. its good to let my bones work and i got cramp. =x

back to sg ytd night. let me update on wat i did first.

1/4 early flight and reach cambodia at around 9am their time. which is 2 hrs flight. if sg is 7am den there will be 6am. den was this kid from the orphanage come and call " brother " i was so shock as he rmb me. after a year. ok. to museum which we didnt pay for 4 seniors. den to eat den supermarket to stock up cup noodle den bus to home village at around 5+pm cambodia time.
saw my kid and they rmb me. its cool. and yes. briefing and day 1 is over.

2/4 -4/4 project starts and we are grp into 3 grps. first was sawing tree. dig hole. wood sawing, smoothing, chissiling blahblah. doing this for 3 days. and sugarcane, pateh, and stuffs tt we did de other time. of cos spend time with kids.

5/4 sunday is off day and we got a table tennis game with the kids. 5v5 all single. and we won 4/5. cool ar? and one of them is our teacher mr tay. den was soccer and we lost. total trashing 9-1 and yes the one and only goal was i score. haha. cool.

6/4-7/4 was another 2 days of work. same thing sawing, arrange shelter and pathway. and carry stone. i carry till i cmi and the mr look help and even bring us some cold coke. nice. and finally everything ended and we took a grp pic but de project was left undone. we only got 1 shelter out of 10 up. and de cement is not up on the pathway. but they will continue after we gone.

den was cultural nite. tt last till 10pm i think. dances and songs and laughter. i dunno anything but we have lots of fun. haha. im sure i will go back agn if i can just tt the lots of mosquitoes. oh i nv really see the kids performances cos i was bz killing mosquitoes. haha.

8/4 leave the hole village. i dint cry this time but some gals did. ok its normal. den was to hotel, eat at chinese street. den some go coconut there eat, 5 went out with one of them de cousin de fren. den jn kh and me go shop first. clear the dri-fit shirt shop. den we bring the rest go. and we see almost all the ppl in the big big market. and $4.20 was the price and it hink we got more den 100 shirts from tt shop. CRAZY! haha.

den some custard i bring back and no more. with 3 shirts. my fren got buy bags, shirt, pant, and blahblah. alot la. and they got buy things for family but i dint.

9/4 last day. finish all the shopping and waited to go airport. half of us leaving and the rest stay till this morning. oh ya my hotel stay was scary cos its a room isolated at a corner so i went to yanfeng room to slp. thanks.

fun and enjoyable trip except some unhappiness between my grp and SME. well but i got no prob with any.

special mention some fun frens to play with... jn bin zh peng zy and of cos my feng bros.

SPECIAL THANKS TO ALL THE 29 + me, 30 ppl. =p lets go and have fun agn sometimes.