i made a very big decision today sia. ok la not so big but quite big. WTF I TALKING! lol.

i told joel and jun i quitting dota next week after a friendly with team PMS* or maybe i should just cancel it.

we are not really any official dota team but since quite long ago we wanna create a clan but we never, now after watching WCG we decide maybe to form a team and take part in some offical competition. seeing no one really keen about dota now. as in we can dun play tgt for days or wk. seriously, tho like i said we are not formally a clan yet so it doesnt matter but since we decide to clan, its a team thing.

i noe everyone is busy with things, school, family, outings or wat. i cannot blame ma but maybe its this reason we cannot really form this clan. well it doesnt matter really cos we dun even have a clan name.

dota was played when i was around 15-16 ba sec 4 o lvl year. i dun really likes it but cos its with fren, common things to do so i began to play more and more into it. still rmb the first time how pawnage was i to the opponent. haha. but den i forget who de first hero i use. but doesnt matter.

i haven told will or kx but ya after PMS* game i going to delete my wc ba and cos i dun have the original cd so i wont be able to play again. abit sad ah. i msn-ed joel and jun i actually tears sia. WTF still tearing now sia. WTF. maybe i should not delete it. go online see replays also not bad. haha.

going to play some dota and pawn ass, before i dun get to. LOL =p

ytd, 18th was suppose to meet wj des and eddie zh i think to get present for jason, but cos my dad cooked chilli crab + prawn. so i had to eat home before heading down to downtown. i leave hse around 6.30 and reach around 8.

reached there sibei sucki walk in nv pay $1. nice. hahaha. den reach the "h" where de chalet is, but wtf, so many bday going on and i go 2 round before finding them. call zh nv pick my call. kns. reach there eat agn, was like our grp all there, qy wj eddie zh des, jon came after awhile i reach. think i nv miss out ba.

ice cream cake was a trouble. haha. i tot i was looking at ER operation. knife, scissors to cute de cake. not plastic knife, but real knife. haha. took them almost an hour to cut tt cake and mine cake the kid give me looks like drop on floor den pick up de =.= but nice la. haha

eat finish everything, bday boy went home with his family, and left only us. 6 ppl + ck who came later. watched wo cai see hou eh! lol. den a kuku show watch halfway went to walk walk too bored.

bought mac cup noodle and back to chalet. tts fast. mac too full liao noodle bo eat. teh jon des eddie zh ck we 6 playing game to drink heniken and wj tv + slp. =.= play dao around 4+ zh go phone. so de rest v bored. left 5. ck go slp left 4. jon lying on bed left 3. and we 3 crap the nite till 7am!

wakes everyone up and we leave. so early sia we go 7+am nia checked out. jon send me to tamp inter and ck zh wj near to their home after tt ba.

oh forget to say, 3doors away. wa the girls. nice sia. all wear like clubbing. almost cannot take it go over. haha. but we damn fake keep stand there watch. den stand at 2nd floor watch below got TP de ppl chaleting too.

ok so alone home on 969. wat to do. nth listen to my music and think. chalets was fun. the last last chalet with my sec sch fren was fun. come to think of it. was so long. about the same time i noe des sia. cos after tt chalet was to japan the same night.

ok was thinking the movie we went, the thing lard tell me, the smile on her, the way she sleep, and even times back, the time when she said be friend, i nv give up till tt chalet. even when she had a bf? but wat can i give her at tt time? no money no look not smart so lazy. glad she nv with me rite, if not sure break very soon.

there was a time, (when ppl say tt sg wont make it but we did), =.= no link. lol. i tot i can give her everything, but when i think about it, nope. nth. not harming someone is blessed man. but there is a clarification i wanna make. tho i ask her before around 2008 jan time. but i need to clarify agn. something tt can give me an answer.

i got this song into my mp3 before i go to my this fren chalet. tts, ok i post it on my facebook later. elva song, tts when i listen it with her at the chalet, hoping every words from the song is wat she wanna tell me =.= think too much ya. still thinking about it after so long.

but well nv contact for so long. seems like nth liao but still somehow will care, but i got no reason to care at all and she even changed her blog tt time not wanting me to noe. she said she chg and i ask for it she said she haven cr8 one, but tt time lard told me she ask him to see her blog, means she got de will to hide it from me, so i nv ask, not even ask lard for it. meaning i lost all info from her, dun even noe how she is getting the past few months.

den i was think this, steph. haha. say her name out nvm one, cos now we are like not much of contact but dunno y not so awkward talking to her sia. maybe cos her attitude is so normal so i cannot be so niang men rite? i can still joke with her like " ya la i jio u so long u also dun wan of cos no gf la " at tt. see, i still got think u sia. she long long come my blog one time and i dun think she will read. so its open! haha.

this one was o lvl time sia. cos i saw his ex at chalet, and tts ex will not be her ex if i was to stead with her. which i nv ask her in the end. detail dun say la. but sometimes think about it still will regret. she give me a letter i think around 4-5years ba, i still keep it. kind of rejecting when i first get to noe her. till later heyhey no more rejecting man. but i chicken out =.= duno why but i think she is happy now. from some reliable source. =p

somethree i miss dearly, but somethree who wont even rmb me maybe. =p

alone is carefree, u wanna walk u walk, run u run, slp u slp, eat u eat, play u play, hanging around with some bastards fren who do the same things with u is fun. dotaing, bballing, gal scouting. LOL. tts life.

suddenly my life becomes womanless, no gal sms no gal msn, no nth. but i definitely not gay. LOL. cannot la now abit only i might think the gal fall for me. so no special reason dun come talk to me ar. only around 3 months more till im in NS im safe.

not really noe wat to do till NS, my fren ask me if i wanted a job. well i dunno wat the job is about. thinking!~~~ get back to him later.

and so i will continue my life. going to bball dota chalets. =p teebee!

so long. 2 wks liao sia. nv update. nth much, everyday was the same, wake com eat tv slp com tv eat com slp. LOL. last wk joel bday so went to sing k and eat den meet leong. den forget which fri was a nite at kx hse mj.

2 days ago was wj sc and doug bday, went to wj chalet, meet up alot of frens. nice. and some are going to ns soon, sad sia.

later going tp take a cert. zzz all the way down.

WCG coming next 3 days. busy busy busy. LOL.