ok why is this post here. its because, recently i talked to her and my poly fren add us in a convo and blahblah so ytd i cant slp den start to think about it for a while.


it happen like 5years back when im in sec 4. around there 15 years old before bday. haha. its CNY and wrs go this bazaar den i think i was looking for some ppl till i came about seeing this backview. she was carrying a pink bag and walking with a fren. den i go tell my fren wa i saw this gal very cute sia. and ok not stalk but will notice her.

den of cos i got alot of spies and info man from junior, ok they are just cos bballer team too. so i ask around and get to know her name, and ZOMG she was junfeng stead at tt time. haha. i didnt noe tt time till i think is later on someone tell me den i noe but its ok cos i didnt make any moves.

den! i think also my junior tells me OR i think junfeng told me they breaked. i think i got tell junfeng about her before. haha. damn paiseh man. =.= den ya know they break le think is junfeng tells me de maybe cos i suddenly talk about her and abit bad at tt time. i still go ask junfeng to give me her number. =.= and he did give. LOL.

smsed her and try to play the good guy console her all tt. but i think she loves him too much at tt time but i think de first day i smsed her she ask if i wanna go out. and we meet at cwp 4th floor where there is some seats behind i think tt one is call hallmark or some shop in the middle of cwp. and went off to lots 1 where she meet her friend and do her maths correction. she wants me teach her and i did and in the end ends up i did it for her, not all but some. cos my maths tho A2 but if i nv study i very noob at it. haha. first time we went out! =p

den i smsed almost everyday from then on. until she suddenly ask me out and gave me a letter and another for junfeng, she ask me to pass it to him and i read mine infront of her cos she ask AND the letter is still with me till TODAY! =p i mean mine. saddening detailed so dun say la hor. haha.

until one day, she suddenly when we were smsing she sms this " laogong where are u, i waiting for u at the bus stop " i was stunned, cos she nv call me laogong and i dun rmb i need to go to sch cos i was preparing for my o lvl. LOL. den she told me she was calling out to another fren of her, a gal, =p i tot she purposely sms wrong de sia tt time. =.=

den we start addressing each other as laogong laopo, tho we were not stead at all. but its SWEET u see, i rmb before my chinese paper she still sms jiayou or something laogong! SWEET =p

den when our relationship is closer, tho not tgt but we appear like stead. my class is opposite blk to her and when i at corridor i can see inside her class thru de windows, so when i go toilet, i will sms her ask her go to the window there so i can see her, and i will notice classes going down to recess cos she will also look into my class and i can see her too. SWEET =p sounds so puppy loves. i think sec 4 is the year when i go to toilet most. LOL. and keep looking at her class cos she will also notice outside. dunno teacher got catch her anot. LOL.

ok close to o lvl, hols for wks ba to prepare, sec 2 de her was hols tt time. so she worked. at bukit panjang plaza if i rmb correct, helping a spec shop giving out flyers, few days nia she worked but i think i go there twice. she stand at the elevator and give out flyers for around 6hrs or so? and i stand there with her for tt long. she ask me sit there but i didnt want to cos she cant. LOL. den her bro came and say u stand here with her till now and say i power! LOL. den 2nd time i go i wanna give her a surprise saying i cant go but actually i on the way liao but she was on phone and when she saw me she like give me cold shoulder. LOL. think too much maybe but again i stand there with her instead of studying my o lvl. lolx.

den after tt day work, her whole family came. and they wanna dinner. whole family and i mean whole, dad mom aunt uncle grandparents all there. and since her family there so i intends to go home alone. =( sad hor, but den she suddenly run to me and said my mom ask u join us. o.O shocking sia but ok altho very dun wan cos paiseh but i still go. cos i paiseh dun dare to take food so she help me take. SWEET rite, first time got gal help me take sia. super happy tt time and den we went back to cwp tgt with her bro and her bro gf.

then there is one time i walked home from cwp with her. i got 2 request at tt time, one was hold her hand and 2nd taking a pic with her. so wanna ask but i didnt. tho we walk very slow, got alot chance, somehow when u walking with someone u like, u wish tt u nv reach her house or hoping she lose her way home. =.= but ya she didnt. she told me i was the 2nd or 3rd person to walk with her home. =p SWEET.

i told her after o lvl i will ask a relationship with her, she also scare will affect my o lvl so she dun mind i think. but in the end i nv ask, i wanted to alr but i wanna meet her but she said she cannot go out. in the end i nv ask, and i tot to myself, wat i can promise her at tt time, nothing. and so i think i nv ask was the rite decision.

and like this we can say is lost contact le ba, later on in poly, her bro was in same sch same course same class as me. wa so suey i tot. worst is my fren also play bball and we went woodlands bball one day and went to her hse to take bball. ok i think she was preparing her exam and hmm her stead was with her, vincent. abit awkward but we didnt stay long,heng. haha think her mom rmb me cos her bro say neh the ahtehx lor. lol. tts the first time i went her hse btw.

den still no contact but every year her bday i will sms her tho she never reply so i tot she chg her number but i still sms her every year. and she dun rmb my bday ba i think. lol. till recently.

i see her nick like so sad so talk to her abit and then later i tot was she tgt with my poly fren john? cos they are like so close, no need see also noe, from msn nia can link ba. if they are tgt, den i wish them. =p tho i asked her on msn but she nv tell me. LOL.

oh because i dunno her name when i first met her, so i give her a name called "fenhongmei" and later my fren EVOLVE it to "FHM" short form. cool rite? LOL. and tts her. and recently months ago linked from another junior den got her blog. =p so at least if lost contact i can still know her well-being. =p

TO PROTECT HER PRIVACY I DIDNT MENTION HER NAME! =p ZHQ <--- tts her. lolx.

today i did alot things sia. ok la not alot one actually.

wake at 12pm ate at 2+ watch tv at 3.30 till 6.30. morning gy ask bball, i reply 888 cant cos got national things. den he ask den play where. i nv reply. den i tot cancel. den lard suddenly call at 6.40 say they reached ask me go down woodlands ring sec behind. abit lazy liao but still go la since 3mins or so walk nia. so near. hahaha.

ok next. bball court there only 4 kids and lard and gy. -.- bo lang. den later junfeng comes, den we play 4v4 with 888 de one uncle. he also found no place to play den come here. den he join another 3 ppl. lolx.
after tt leong came. wanna start game 4v4 agn but now here comes darren. ex wrs senior and some junior so we played 5v5 full court since bo lang. play dao 23 points den i ask haven end ar. den this ass say 53 points. WTF. i tot play relax nia so i wear slipper and my feet is hurting me and he said 53 points. =.= ok nvm but we won. lard blk darren so long he nv say anything. i go blk him one time nia he say " wat u wan " LOL WTF ok den end le rest and dan came and they 4v4 agn with another wrs junior. and i was talking with junfeng.

got 2 gals come sell ice cream before we even start bballing den i nv bring cash out junfeng also den junfeng sabo gy and give them gy number say later come back will buy, they called but gy bball so nv answer den junfeng saw and use his phone call back and i answer. they ask if i gy den i pass to junfeng .he talk abit den pass back to me den i say gy bballing later den we call back and they say left 5ice cream nia and wanna come to the bball court there find us. i say ok lor. den i tell junfeng den he suggest we zhao. den 9+ nia we run home. hahaha.

den i just now smsed leong ask got gal come sell ice cream cos he dunno about the ice cream gal cos he come later. den he say got and they approach others first AND they also zhao! LOL.WTF. we are so bad sia. eh no is junfeng basket. sabo. but now he got their number. LOL. jian sia.

den this noon i see my blog tag. OMG. ELIZA tagged. which eliza, only one i noe now is msjovial. just now fb clarify with her. really is her sial! =p happy de sial. haha.

oh i played with shoes and my leg now got 4 blisters. i come home my mom tot i accident. LOL. and no dinner sia no cook i nv bring phone den i dunno, no choice cook pork porridge.