been so long since i really blog.. becos everything could be done in fb... tag and shoutout! but now i got something to say but i cannot do it in fb.. and the only place i can do it? here!

im not good at words.. i cant say much if not i would have gotta de silver or golden bayonet.. but.. tt doesnt bother me cos im not so competitive in that... and this is not de main point. de main point is...

i dunno how to express myself.. but i like u and de small one... i wont say i love u cos i dunno if i can provide for u and even for myself i have doubt. im so lazy tt i dun even noe if i will get a job in future anot. as for now in army no choice, but at least i got tt little income... so let me acc u for a year or so... till i ord and during this time if u met someone nicer, more handsome, love u more and stuffs, den i will leave u in his care.. and wont disturb u i promise... i dunno if i really love u or just wan a company but i noe tt i wanna see u and dion well and good. i noe u dun feel anything for me but allow me to continue stay at ur side.. visit u and dion occasionally or something. this may just be de best and most unforgettable part of memories in my life!

read ur blog.. noe u are going thru some stuffs. law case and ur past.. wat past is past.. does it matter? i admit im not a nice guy also.. and i get turn on... but i wont force anything if u dun wan it, all i wan is able o hug u to bed, seeing u sound and safe.. and the small one smile! good enuff le.. cos i also dun have much time to acc u cos ns! little little things matters more!

i noe ur heart there is someone inside.. i just hope i dun go down too deep into this "frenship" well... seriously scare but.. try la hor!

as promise i will sms and wish u morning everyday and nites cos i insisted on working ot! =p at least i keep it till i ord-ed... i scare i cant and i scare u will feel annoy and dun reply me one day.. but before tt came.. i will continue doing it..

been listening to this song.. rang wo zhao gu ni! i wanna zhao gu u if not forever but at least now! but can i? i dunno! haiz

LASTLY! i wanna say no matter wat.. u wont be alone..